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kdedeaux4
visitor
- Joined
- Sep 7, 2008
- Messages
- 303
- Reaction score
- 7
WOW! I'm learning that the IC is so accurate that it almost scares me
Due to ongoing "issues" with my ex, I've chosen not to date anyone new for the past two years. I was invited on a date for tonight...asked IC, "What would come about if I go on this date?" Response: 44, unchanging. Wow! This is exactly why I have NOT dated through this time! I realize that I have nothing lasting to offer anyone right now, no depth of myself or sincerity because my heart is chained to another. At the same time, my personal standards dictate that I am not willing to intimately connect with others on a purely physical or superficial basis, so I do not date. Ironically, I fear that this also holds me back and adds to the links and strengthens the chains between my ex and I. It's a catch-22! Will I ever get used to the IC slapping me in the face with the very things I'm trying to avoid
Further frustrated with this response, I asked the IC, why are my ex and I so permanently bonded in both greatness and horror? Response: 18, lines 1, 2, changing to 22. I am still sitting here stunned, mouth hanging open with great reverance to the unbelievable accuracy of IC. From the beginning of this relationship, I felt a connection with my ex's deceased mother, in spite of the fact that she passed when he was younger (and long before I ever knew him). He even likened me to her on one occasion, with great respect and kindness to both me and her. In addition, this response encourages my thoughts that the events which have occurred between us are karmic in nature, as they don't really make any sense otherwise or follow any kind of "standard line of experience".
Just not sure whether this is actually about our karma or more the whole "sins of the fathers and mothers" thing? Was this always just some destined soul-mate tragedy waiting to happen? Or is this more about paying for my own mistakes? I've certainly made some terrible mistakes in my life!
This furthers my struggle between believing in free-will or fate. If this was marked for pain and heartache before it started, how on earth do I change that, stop it, learn the lesson, take my punishments and move on before the situation eats me alive and breaks my spirit completely?!
Regardless, I'm struck in total awe of the insight of the IC and thought I would share my own sort of "AHA"-type moment, even while my head spins to grasp this situation and these responses
~Namaste~
Due to ongoing "issues" with my ex, I've chosen not to date anyone new for the past two years. I was invited on a date for tonight...asked IC, "What would come about if I go on this date?" Response: 44, unchanging. Wow! This is exactly why I have NOT dated through this time! I realize that I have nothing lasting to offer anyone right now, no depth of myself or sincerity because my heart is chained to another. At the same time, my personal standards dictate that I am not willing to intimately connect with others on a purely physical or superficial basis, so I do not date. Ironically, I fear that this also holds me back and adds to the links and strengthens the chains between my ex and I. It's a catch-22! Will I ever get used to the IC slapping me in the face with the very things I'm trying to avoid
Further frustrated with this response, I asked the IC, why are my ex and I so permanently bonded in both greatness and horror? Response: 18, lines 1, 2, changing to 22. I am still sitting here stunned, mouth hanging open with great reverance to the unbelievable accuracy of IC. From the beginning of this relationship, I felt a connection with my ex's deceased mother, in spite of the fact that she passed when he was younger (and long before I ever knew him). He even likened me to her on one occasion, with great respect and kindness to both me and her. In addition, this response encourages my thoughts that the events which have occurred between us are karmic in nature, as they don't really make any sense otherwise or follow any kind of "standard line of experience".
Just not sure whether this is actually about our karma or more the whole "sins of the fathers and mothers" thing? Was this always just some destined soul-mate tragedy waiting to happen? Or is this more about paying for my own mistakes? I've certainly made some terrible mistakes in my life!
This furthers my struggle between believing in free-will or fate. If this was marked for pain and heartache before it started, how on earth do I change that, stop it, learn the lesson, take my punishments and move on before the situation eats me alive and breaks my spirit completely?!
Regardless, I'm struck in total awe of the insight of the IC and thought I would share my own sort of "AHA"-type moment, even while my head spins to grasp this situation and these responses
~Namaste~