priorites for current work/projects

[treehaven]

Moving deceased brother and his wifes belongings (and my own collections) from large storage unit to smaller one. Also leftover materials and equipment from a local food/market project, old motorcycle. Also working simultaneously to clear out years of clutter from a friend's home where I am staying for a few months. I want to purchase this house to establish a sustainable international meditator association/community. Friend/owner wants to sell, but seemingly unstable, so all my work to discover suitability of location may be for naught. Working hard physically with very little good faith from owner. Have one good friend helping me, but need to wrap up the storage movement by this Thursday, so deadline looms and I just have to work on faith that my body will hold up to the heavy work demand and the ambiguity of outcomes. Faith, faith, faith seems to be all I've got going for the next few days. Any thoughts on ambiguity?

 

[chingching]

Well I just finished reading Bernadette Brady's book combining astrology and chaos theory, which is beginning to be outdated at this point but in terms of ambiguity it is interesting to consider. You are in a time of change which chaos theory calls a saddle point, a dip in a valley which hold the possibility of multiple outcomes, a ripe time to engage your own free will with larger forces or patterns, in chaos terms: strange attractors, both personal and impersonal. What is faith but taking action in hope and trust of a desired outcome without any assurance of that outcome. Would a time of ambiguity do well with taking any action, assuming that action itself will at least spark new variables and ultimately new possible out comes. Well in this particular book the author says for these times, sort out three different outcomes. So it could work to do readings on each outcome once you have thought of three. It does sound like you are putting in a lot of effort to maintain a route to a desired outcome, almost working against a bigger flow that you are perhaps a part of. Physical exhaustion definitely is not a desired outcome and it is all too a real possibility to ignore. It sounds like you are correctly recognising a time of change in your situation. It does sound like the current general pull is towards some kind of 'entropic chaos' which will collapse all other possibility and pull you into towards a static state, to use chaos language. A well worded and thoughtful yi cast could be timely.

So besides working out three possible desired outcomes (the number three being important) perhaps an initial reading asking something along the lines of what change can I make right now to steer me towards healthy and growth oriented possibilities.

I've had ambiguity taught to me in the past as like driving in the fog, you just need to see to the next signpost, and then take the next step from there and so on.

My own experience with ambiguity is much like the oracle for hex 29 and I'm quoting Lise's translation here:

Repeated pit. If one has truth and a considerate heart, expansion. Moving brings reward.

I keep hold of my truth and my heart, and traverse the dangers