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I don't feel it would be a very gratifying occasion for you. 45.3 generally tends to feel quite isolating, its hard to communicate and you feel apart from others however much you try....and there is unhappiness there. You sound eager to dismiss your previous unhappiness with them...which is a nice motive but 45.3 says to me it was real and hasn't gone anywhere and this isn't going anywhere. Hex 39 suggests this group isn't your group. Of course there's 45.4 also and yet i don't feel this is going anywhere much.
44.4 there's nothing there for you.
Having said all that if I had this reading I'd still go if I wanted to because afterall life is an experiment, no point closing things down prematurely especially if our Yi interpretation misses things.
I think despite wanting to forget your grievance....it is actually still there and this event won't benefit you much and I'm even wondering if they want something from you that benefits them not you ! (44.4) I tend to think they are guilty by you and are seeking to assuage it by asking you back.....then they can show what good people they are maybe ?
I don't think we have had any members from Denmark before....
Out of curiosity I asked, if I do go, what would the party be like for me, and guess what, my good old favorite came up again - 44.4>57
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What do you see? Also, I do realise this isn't some majorly important issue, but working on myself as a person is important enough to want to get feedback from others along my journey.
K
HI kkappa: I had the sense that the invitation was to open a dialogue with you. I like Lise's take on 44.4 "9 at 4: Not containing fish. It is the beginning of pitfalls.
When one is too unapproachable one makes the arrival of creativity in life impossible. It is not for nothing that the artist seeks the seamy side of life. Too much distance causes sterility. Give everything in life a chance to be met, just examine it's value. Often a mixture of mutually incompatible things brings about creativity."
I wouldn't dwell to much on the "fish" part. I don't think their invitation is fishy, therefore, "not containing fish." Perhaps they want to feel you out (not up, I hope) about possibly rehiring you as a consultant, or at least keeping you close by in case they need you. Possibly picking your brains. In this time of economic uncertainty or at least shenanigans, maintaining cordial relations with those who may be helpful seems the prudent thing to do. It's a two-way street. They may be able to help you, you may be able to help them. I wouldn't take it too personally.
Unless, of course they do want to feel you up, not out. (Can I say that here?)
You know Kkappa, while I don't know anyone here well, I have a sense of the kind of person you are. You might not feel the need to show up or show up and receive the gratitude of others.... but I say, go and be the shining star YOU are. Not for anyone but yourself. You rose above the pettiness and nothing screams dignified as much as showing up like a rock star does!
Thing is, you never know the relevance of a gathering until during and after the gathering. You're basing this on a set of speculations, but they may have entirely different sentiments from what you speculate. Maybe they just like you, and miss you being around.
I left a company once and imagined that it was resented by my team, but they too left the company shortly after the buyout, and threw a big lawn party amongst themselves, which included those who chose to stay and those who chose to leave, to which I was invited. At first I was very anxious and was pretty sure there were a few grudges held. But it was nothing at all like that. They were warm, and genuinely glad to see me again. My earlier reading for this engagement was 2.6. It not only reflected my confused and suspicious state of mind, but my own dragon was as imaginary as my suspicions.
I see what you're saying and I'm glad you decided to go, but I haven't got that line for my case - I hold to them with sincerity (though I didn't get 8.1 either).
Honestly, I don't know what to reply here other than yes, of course this is all a bunch of speculations (and a whole lot of intuition), so for the sake of curiosity, I asked why they invited me and got 38.1>64. Ha! Not even sure whether I'm the horse or they the evil force (rhyme not intended, but keeping it). In any case - siblings with different agendas and seems like the story is not over yet. Well, good thing I'm keeping my options open for now.
Regrets go away. Lost horse, do not chase it, it returns by itself. Seeing evil people, without fault.
Many situations can be solved by waiting instead of action, often even especially then. Do what you want to do, but refrain from reacting. It is not you, who reacts, it is the situation causing you to. And if you suspect someone of doing harm to you, then wait with action until you have real proof. Then you act according to reality, instead of reacting to emotions.
(Changes to hex.64)
Clarity,
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