Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).
Hello,Thanks again Rosada,
You really do make an effort to explain this to me. We do not co-parent, she lives with me, but he sees her weekly. Before corona it would be on Saturday and Sunday but now it's once a week. And we do things with the three of us. But you're right that I should do my best to make these visits/outings go smoothly and to not expect anything from him other than beeing a good dad to our little girl.
I did also ask Yi if I should tell him how I'm feeling. The answer I received was hexagram 61 unchanching. I understood this to advise me to look into my heart and live (and speak) my truth. And yesterday when we met I did open up and I could feel things flow because of that. I try to not get my hopes up to much, but it did FEEL good. However it never takes me long to step out of my heart and move back into my head again. And then the worries, doubts and fears all come floading back. Like yesterday he told me at some point (we were walking in the woods) that he wanted to take the shortest route back because he had hurt his foot a bit. So I thought fine... But later he did do a bit of running and jumping with our little girl. And I started wondering if he really did hurt himself or whether he was pressed for time (perhaps he was meeting his new girlfriend) and didn't want to say that to me. So I realize the trust issue is still there. And if I can't control that we don't have a chance (on a romantic relationship).
Thanks again very much!
Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).