Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).
If I go and get the results I will be faced with a difficult situation where I will lay exposed. My life is at breaking point now and taking this decision will allow a new avenue to be opened for me. I can get support to help me when I go to get the results and whatever the outcome of teh tests the knowing will be better than the not knowing. Once I have this knowledge I can then withdraw from the things that do not best serve my new way of being.1. What should I know if I go and get the results? - 28.2.6>33.
2. What is the result going to be? - 5.1.2.3.5>2.
3. Should I go and get the results? - 24.1>2.
It seems that not taking the test really stops me from projecting myself in the future and not being able to plan is a really horrible feeling.
I feel I don't want to be responsible and do the right thing... be brave like others would want me to be. I don't feel like smiling or being positive at the moment. The spark is just not there. I think I am happy to take the test on that basis but I just don't want people to expect me to go back to a normal life straight after that and have the courage to live a positive life...
But I have too. And that is the incredible treasure I have discovered. It needs a lot of time, effort and work but it is a very exciting adventure. I have discovered depth and layers of myself I didn't know existed. I identified my main values in life and try to live by them as much as I can.
I have learnt to deepen my relationships, I have taken up gardening and practice my cooking. I am going travelling for three months in a few weeks and I am really looking forward to walk the earth in wonder. I think I have never felt so alive.
Thanks all for your support xxxxxxxxxxx
Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).