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24 and 61-Flying to Frankfurt this month!

anita

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Dear Fellow Seekers,

I've lost my vsnl account, but you can write to me at anita_saran@yahoo.com any time!

So finally, the predictions of 24 and 61 have come to pass. And what my excellent astrologer had told me too. I'm gonna see my boyfriend in the icy throes of winter. Flying on 30th November and may be there a month. Excited and nervous too. Getting the visa was a breeze because of my Foreign Secretary (External Affairs) uncle. I would have never got it otherwise! It's the best birthday present I could give myself - I arrive there on 1st December, my birthday. Isn't that romantic?

Do keep in touch, and I shall too.
 

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Oh Anita...

What wonderful news you've brought to your friends who care about you. My eyes are stinging with happy tears. I am so so happy for you. Thank you for sharing this with us. I imagine you must be absolutely delirious right now.

And thank you for the updated email address. I was thinking about you a lot and wondering how you are.

And...


HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY and many many more.

Love,

Val
 

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Hi Val,

Thanks so much. I'm back after a month mostly in Maastricht and then in Amsterdam for a magical, lusty week with a Dutch copywriter, and what can I say? It's really strange what happened there with my German boyfriend in Germany. I spent just 6 days with him and then he drove me to my friend, Shelly's place in Maastricht. My boyfriend and I ended on a romantic level, but he says he loves me dearly on the spiritual level, and it's what endures! So we are to meet again, but not as lovers, but as friends. was very heart-breaking for me initially, and for him too. was so weird, I, the perennial sex bomb no longer excited him sexually.

i had seen this in him before he'd left India two years ago on his last visit and known that it was the Temple that had brought this out in him. He is really pure in a sense, and says that sex is no longer important to him.

Alas, it still is to me, and it shouldn't be. i was to take the Oath (not to be a nun but to follow my spiritual path forever), and this requires a purifcation process beforehand where one is celibate. But being celibate for more than 2 years proved a bit too much for me eventually. My Dutch lover was wonderful and took me out on his boat many times in amsterdam, where I spent an unforgettable New year- and wants to come to India right away to visit me, but i've told him to wait. I've told him that it's no longer a roll in the hay that I'm looking for but something more permanent. Amazing thing is that a penfriend of mine from my school days suddenly got in touch with me with marriage in mind. I've last met him 19 years ago, and in the interim both of us have been through a divorce and many lovers. And we haven't even touched - physically, that is. we seem to be totally compatible, and he calls me every day from his city. He's sent me air tickets to go spend 4 days with him, which I'm going to of course. He's a very successful man (a managing director of a large company) in the Indian Administrative Service. I'm excited and nervous, and know that I must now choose between 'sacred and profane' love!

astrologically, this sudden trip to Europe had been predicted and now the predictions centre around marriage and success and many more trips abroad. My penfriend says "Tell me where you want to go. I'll send you." At least both these men are the right age - a year older than me!

So wish me luck, Val, and whoever else that's reading! I get hex 2 for my penfriend, and 18 for the Dutch guy. Pretty clear, isn't it? Amazing how I'd kept drawing hex 44 when I was in Holland, about the Copywriter! By the way, I have a new job as Creative Director in a small agency, and am working with old pals, which is great. Also have flexible timings and that's terrific.

as for the Temple, I almost got thrown out! And the moment itsukoji saw me when I got back, she told me the copywriter is absolutely the wrong type for me and predicted the coming of one who cares. but out of compassion, she allows me to come to the Temple, and I'm very glad about that. i'm no longer a priestess, but then I told her that celibacy is something i cannot guarantee. I know however, that I will always follow this path to the best of my ability. Can you beat it? I scorned the best weed in the world in Holland! I survived on bread and cheese and little more, and I inspired fresh devotion in both my German boyfriend and my friend Shelly, both of whom are devotees of the Path.

I hope you are well.

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Anita
 

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Nice to hear from you again, Anita. Sorry about your past boyfriend, but it seems like things are going well anyway.

Gene
 

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Hi Gene,

I knew I'd hear from you buddy! Thanks. Someone told me that geniuses like my past boyfriend do tend to flip. He was extremely stressed out too with his thesis (still not over) and his financial situation. I'm surprised he even invited me over in such circumstances. And now I'd rather be loved than love, so spent am I.

Anita
 

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Hi Anita

We all need to be loved. Many of us too need to remember to be love. I've got your new email. The rest I think I will say not on a public board. Within the next few days...

By the way, that is a fantastic new picture you have out. Love that hat.

Gene
 

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Thank you, Anita, for sharing that extraordinary story... as far as it goes so far, looks like there is plenty of active plot development to come!

You know, I think sacred love can happen with two bodies in a bed...
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anita

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Thanks Hilary. Just two more days for me to discover sacred love!
 

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