32.6, 22.4,6 and seeing double in love

[folledeschiele]

Since my last thread:

http://www.onlineclarity.co.uk/friends/showthread.php?t=6640

I've figured a lot out. My partner returned from business, managed to find out about my infatuation (she knows me like the back of her hand), we had a major crisis and solidly recommitted to each other. I am genuinely happy, and feel horrified at having hurt her, which is why I also feel greedy and slightly crazy for continuing to harbor strong feelings for this other woman.

My partner has encouraged me to continue a friendship with said "other woman", although I can tell she is still scared deep down that it's a threat to our relationship. She wants me to be happy, and she knows I would be sad to lose the friendship of this person. Meanwhile, I don't know what to think or feel. I genuinely miss spending time with this woman, and also want to start over and build a good friendship with her, no more flirting, no more games. But I saw her last night for the first time since the crisis with my partner, and wham. I can tell that we both have strong feelings for each other, and some part of me just can't seem to let go of this fantasy, as much as I've resolved to stay with my partner and be happy with her.

Feeling confused after this new flood of feelings, I asked the Yi the following:

--"Seeing B. really threw me, because I can tell we really feel for each other but there's nothing to 'do' with this, given the circumstances. What should I keep in mind?" >>Got 32.6 to 50

--Part of me still feels like I'm in love with this person, and I really get the sense now that the feeling is mutual. I know I need to let go of this, but some part of me will always wonder what could have been between us, in different circumstances >> Got 22 (Grace,) changing lines 4 and 6 to 55, Abundance.

Thanks so much for any insight into this. I've never been in a situation like this and feel completely thrown. I think I may be in love with two people...

 

[willowfox]

Hex 32.6 to 50 The line suggests that your continued feelings for her will eventually cause a lot of unnecessary problems for yourself. It will gnaw away at your brain, always thinking and wondering "what if", if you don't put a stop to it.


Got 22 changing lines 4 and 6 to 55 Under different circumstances you already know what you would have done but this is advising you to to not pursue this other women but to go back to the one true relationship that you have now, don't complicate your life by following a star as they do burn out eventually.

 

[folledeschiele]

thanks so much, willowfox. your candid insight has helped me a lot through all this tumult.