38.4.6>19 What type of career...

[TheOtherLiss]

Hello fellow Claritins! My question was "What type of career should I go to school for?" and the answer I was given was 38.4.6>19

I have absolutely no idea what this means LOL.

I only know that literally, the hexagrams and lines point to it being something that I would feel goes against me in some way ... my percieved abilities? morally? To me it suggests some type of apprenticeship or mentoring, too ... there's social elements, harvesting elements, even element of shedding light on intrinsic natures ...

But I was hoping that some of you more seasoned Claritins could point out your impressions of this casting.

Thank you.

 

[TheOtherLiss]

It's been nearly a year, and I'm resurrecting this.

-TOL

 

[rosada]

Can you give us some sort of update? Did you…
38.4 Get a mentor?
38.6 Take up pig farming?
19. Learn something you could then teach to others?
Inquiring minds want to know!!!

 

[my_key]

"What type of career should I go to school for?" and the answer I was given was 38.4.6>19

38 <> 19
'Diversity' through 'Approaching'

38 carries a sense that you are 'on the outside' i.e. not party to this information. It portrays a time of small steps and testing the waters after each step to see whether these new shoes feel a good enough fit. For best outcomes you are advised at these times to focus on finding some deeper agreement on the careers that attract you most and not making decisions or excluding things based on small insignificant matters. You have given these too much credence in the past.

Somewhere you already know which direction you want to head but the small incongruities always seem to win the day send you off track.

As you are resurrecting this cast after nearly a year it looks like you have not been able to even say whether you would like to head North, South, East or West. Perhaps you have been changing course every few days, weeks or months. This makes it extremely difficult for the new insights you are looking for, and which are approaching you, to actually catch you up. Steering a straighter path and giving the career matter a more respectful consideration will bring these things into focus (19).

38.4 - Stop listening to the 'lies' and trust and follow the truth of your heart.
38.6 - You have gone a long way down the wrong path. No matter. Turn the page, even though you may still feel in solitary confinement, Start afresh and trust those that you have been pushing away to help you now.

... or you may find another interpretation that has a greater resonance with you.

Good Luck

 

[TheOtherLiss]

Ok, so after nearly a year since I got 2 responses to my original post from July 2022, I (sort of) have an update, and a further explanation of the situation.

In June of 2022, I was given full custody of my child. To sum it up, I was in a terrible marriage, and my desire to leave it was HIGHLY detrimental to me.

It's funny that @my_key mentions above that I may have felt like I was in solitary confinement ... My ex actually had me thrown in jail on false charges, and solitary's exactly where I ended up.

For the record: Solitary Confinement was the best vacation I'd had in years. Truthfully.

I'd never been in jail before, so I didn't even know that's where I was until an overly emotional, bleary-eyed social worker apologized to me for my being there due to over crowding/understaffing bc of COVID. I actually laughed, and said, "Ma'am, if you knew what I've been through to get here, you'd be happy for me."

Being with my ex was like being forced to ride a roller coaster constructed of spent toilet paper tubes, held together with chewed up newspaper; at very high speeds, with me perpetually smiling (or else), 25/7 and No, that's not a typo.

I'm lucky to be alive, and so is my child.

I'm lucky he continued being himself while the court and his Command were watching, and he did not disappoint in showing his true colors. It was ... just, wow.

Blah,blah,blah

So, what about the reading?

In July 2022, I had 2 options: go finish the degree I left because they weren't his goals, OR, start anew.

I left the state we lived in, and in April 2023, I resurrected my original post. I considered both options, and ultimately went back to school the next January. I was DONE with "pig farming", thank you. Lol.

It's March of 2024, I found this thread again after I asked Yi about the response I'd get from a particular internship I'd applied for, and got this answer AGAIN.

This internship/field is absolutely NOT what my friends/family may expect of me, but we're not close, at all. I've had to get rid of most of my connections due to my new unwillingness to forgive egregious bull or play therapist for recurring problems.
Read that as OUT.

Even with the internship folks, I'm Out but, the difference between the two is that I actually want to be IN with this group.

I have some natural talents that may be helpful, some applicable academic training, demonstrable resilience, also helpful, but my GPA from my last 3 semesters of my previous attempt at my degree SUCK.

I'm doing what I can to mitigate that now (thank you Academic Forgiveness), but I still wonder if they'll think I'm worth a shot.

#1- I'm older than what they're used to in their applicants, certainly, so there's that ... But really, what worries me is that #2- I'd approached them a few years before I was married, but told them to kindly f off when they finally got around to responding.

I'm not gonna make that mistake again. This is genuinely the field I know now that I'd be at home in, I just have to convince them of that... Who knows if I'll even have the chance?

38.4.6> 19 ... what does it all mean to Me?

Uhh, YEAH, I've made some grievous errors in the past and needed to do something different. I'm finishing a previous goal, and trying to get a mentor in (what I know to be) the place I belonged all along.

And, hopefully, with this question of how this internship will respond, it means they see me and will welcome me back?

Pretty please, with sugar on top.

I will update again, hopefully not in another year.

Many thanks to all of you Claritins, you're a wealth of resources, but especially to Rosada and My_key, for answering. You're both a welcome sight on these forums.