43.4.5 > 11

[precision grace]

What do I need to do in order to have a more balanced life? 43.4.5 > 11

I found this commentary by Trojan in one of the threads on this combo:

Not sure...trying to recall from own experience i think 43.4 can be around refusing to go where inevitable circumstances take you...rebelling against the only way you can go, like a real butt head. Like theres only one door to go through to get where you want to go and you say 'no ! i ain't going through that door' so you're stuck then and pretty disgruntled about it too...if only you'd listen to the obvious.(but you won't believe it)..and it is obvious what you need to do to everyone else and they keep telling you...but you just won't have it. .which is tough because theres not a lot of choice so in the end you get dragged in that direction anyway and then you feel even more disgruntled because it can then be humiliating to have to concede that you must take this course of action, after you've stubbornly refused for so long. If you had done it willingly you may have been spared the humiliation (is that symbolised by 'no skin on thighs' ?) at least because you could have done it with some grace at least...as it is everyone sees you are forced into a corner. I say 'everyone sees' because 43 is so often around very open statements to others about what one is going to do..at least in 43.4 seems to me others tend to be involved in or looking on your decision making.

I'm trying to figure out what this 43.4 may apply in my case. I'm also wondering if the whole reading isn't suggesting that I should move? Maybe I'm too comfortable in my metaphoric turret and lack impetus to explore the big wide yonder. I've been wondering about this a lot lately, as I used to move all the time and now I've been put in one place for some years and it's both comfortable but also stifling. But I'm really scared of losing my resting place!

What to do? I keep waiting for a prince charming to come swooping in from the sky in a white mustang (I swear it was in the dream I had) but this hasn't happened thus far and I am not getting any younger and will therefore have to undertake self rescuing methinks.

What thoughts knowledgeable sages?

 

[newlife123]

There has been disputes and blame all around. Lots of low-class drama. Time to move again but this time with the correct destination in sight.
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Lament can be so empty when it misses the point.
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Being eager to have company is good, but it's better if you're already heading there. Those with will, spirit, and goals are already active and are not looking for bored dabblers wishing to come along. Dead weight is worse for travel than going alone.
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PG, you know what I am talking about. Is your comfort and certainty good? Perhaps it's time to question whether or not you are really living.