50>12

[yxeli]

Hi again

The Yi lately is getting sick of me 'asking questions like a child' regarding a stupid relationship! :E (WHATS NEW I HEAR YOU CRY!) but the overall atmosphere sounds like the Yi has faith in me and after every few readings i get 'this is progress, your heading in the right direction, keep asking me questions' type lines. So I'm not too disheartened.

The thing is, 50 to me is the most mysterious of all the hexagrams to draw, I understand some people refer to it as 'innovation', human culture etc, but on a personal level I really cant seem to get what this means for me as an individual.

So please, if anyone can help me with this one...

I asked ' what lesson must i learn from all of this?' ( 'this' referring to all the questions i've been asking about the relationship)

50 .2 .3 .5 > 12

Thank you lots and lots.


Yx

 

[rosada]

"If it's to be - It's up to me."

I see 50 as telling you you have all the tools you need - maybe they're a bit rusty, maybe you haven't been using them right - but everything you need is at your disposal.

50.2
In relationships, people are a little uncertain about you. Perhaps they just don't know you all that well.

50.3
Perhaps you should consciously adjust your presentation to fit in with the group. Not everyone knows the I Ching, maybe you can bond over gardening or some other more common interest.

50.5
Sounds like it would be worth the effort.

12 says you are coming out of a deep sleep and that at first you may find you have to do it all on your own (like back at 3. Difficulty at the Beginning where the first step was to find helpers). 12 is followed by 13, "Fellowship with Men" so it's definitely worth the effort!

Pull yourself out of this current slump, you have everything to gain.

rosada

 

[yxeli]

that is so incredibly spot on about this situation Rosada. Thats an incredible bit of divining you've just done!

50.2
In relationships, people are a little uncertain about you. Perhaps they just don't know you all that well.

50.3
Perhaps you should consciously adjust your presentation to fit in with the group. Not everyone knows the I Ching, maybe you can bond over gardening or some other more common interest.

so accurate. The story is that i found it very hard to deal with this relationship in public, people started talking and i got very paranoid, they guy in question is very popular and i felt that everyone else was crowding in on us, not giving us a breather. I wasnt prepared to have to get to know both him AND everyone else at the same time, the pressure was massive and i ended up becoming very quiet and losing my centre, i felt very much like i was suddenly on show and everyone wanted to know who i was. I bowed out.

now i feel like its a lost cause, that i cant relax enough around him and his friends. and i feel like i cant undo what has happened ( theres been some very public scenes which i now feel everyone has just decided who i am from this)

and its hard when i only ever meet him with other people, and when we were alone it was fine but that happened quite rarely.

I did another reading tonight to get an overall view of how he feels ( i know thats a bad question but i cant help myself) now, 53.1 > 37 which seems positive?

anyway- that was so amazing Rosada thanks so much for your time.


Yx