Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).
I dont know how to explain this. but I think I need to update on the past events and the previous thread wont serve since there are many things that weren't clear.I will start the misunderstanding about her being merely interested in the pc only wasn't the only issue, yes she wanted to pick up the pc(she didn't mention payment,) It wasnt obvious to me until I reviewed the messages we had, I could find that somehow(I still don't know the reason why) she compared me with someone who wanted to take advantage of her sexually(I haven't event met her in person) and this person(her boss) had gotten angry with her for her refusing him. she compared me to him when I just told her a compliment(back then she even liked it, she became a bit aroused/flirtly and she told me she "wanted me" and then told me "no, no I dont want you, I hate you", I assume this as something she tries to avoid feeling towards me(the reason she hates me is still the same from 2 and half months ago, thing she cant still forgive me) we had agreed I wouldnt flirt with her, but I couldnt help myself to tell her what I felt for her, and how I saw her, she afterwards tried to avoid further contact with me, until reached a point she wanted to cut all ties,looking after the pc I was going to sell her,only that she tried to manipulate them with "do you want to see me?"I was too focused in discussing about the problem that happened 2 and a half months ago, because it was the key problem that stopped her from feeling anything from me... since she liked what I told her. she blocked me due to not beeing giving up my GPS's location, I had emailed her once just naively thinking the problem was marely for pushing for a call to try to solve the issue. a week passed and I had asked God/Universe for a chance to apologize, since now I noticed what was the issue(I assumed she compares me to other men that were obsessed with her only due to what she has to offer sexually). I am not really merely interesed in her due to that, I feel something for her, but I mean every single time her steps on my emotions. anyway I had asked this chance to apologize that behavior she could possibly see a someone who wanted to abuse her sexually and who was obsessed with her due to that, after asking for it I found she connected the dating app i met her, I gave my apology but due to clicking in the profilepic for error, it entered on her stream and she assumed I wanted to spy her, I didn't mean to enter her stream...another problem...I had to apologize for.
iching suggested me I had 24.1.3 I return to the correct path without respecting what she wants or thinks I will do.I had asked whatto do so I had received 57.5 and it told me to do it 3days after the problem, yes it was today i had even thought about the apology and I asked if I should send it today 45.1.2 (yes I do something to achieve a gathering, and I make a small sacrifice to which she moves to participate in, I did it, and I asked what should I do? 25.5 nothing for now
I asked how she received it 50.2.5.6(previously recieved 50.2.5) in 50.2 she is influenced by line 4 a male, I know...
50.5 is more of a line one should hear virtuous people(seemed an auspiciouss line but the only line talking about how she feels is 50.2) and 50.6 talks about continuing about what I promised in 50.5 I supose?
i wonder why I had received previously a line that blocking me was a blessing I mean maybe I fucked up on friday and couldnt find out why? maybe I could have achieved something better with her if I hadnt fucked up that day by pressing that pic by error?I dont know