51,1 -->16 where am I today? after some abstinence from chingreadings

[Devajyoti]

Its just those days, secluded at home, mercury in pisces, wake at night watching movies, preparing my situation towrds a lot of upcoming work when leaving my garden community, cleaning stuffand finding things and then in the morning looking for that ching book because I hold the 3 coins but cant find the book. I used to use three wooden coins, which I once got from a eco financial firma with a tree on one side and one of their offers on the other. Forest finance tree saving agreement.
So instead looked for this page in old months and found it back. Read the first lines of instructions again and adapted the suggestion.
Where am I?
I followed a friend who askes ching every day..
I read two other stories about this answer. One was about a broken relationship fled and another one about a similar story.
Endings and new beginnings?
Yes, fits in somehow. I knew that before.
Shock about all the circumstances I lived through all those years and enthusiasm for going new ways?!
I hope so.
An suggestions?

 

[legume]

i think this is pretty much saying what you've described especially this part:

preparing my situation towrds a lot of upcoming work when leaving my garden community

i'd see it as, you are on the move (thunder representing movement) and there might be some stress if not fear that's motivating you to move but eventually this will lead to enthusiasm (both 51.1 and 16). 16 is also about readiness so you're getting ready (as you said), maybe to find some grounding for all this movement (thunder over the earth). so, lots of movement in here or in "where you are".

 

[Devajyoti]

aww, the ching as a mirror of "what is"

 

[Devajyoti]

i think this is pretty much saying what you've described especially this part:


i'd see it as, you are on the move (thunder representing movement) and there might be some stress if not fear that's motivating you to move but eventually this will lead to enthusiasm (both 51.1 and 16). 16 is also about readiness so you're getting ready (as you said), maybe to find some grounding for all this movement (thunder over the earth). so, lots of movement in here or in "where you are".

thanks Legume!

 

[Devajyoti]

i think this is pretty much saying what you've described especially this part:


i'd see it as, you are on the move (thunder representing movement) and there might be some stress if not fear that's motivating you to move but eventually this will lead to enthusiasm (both 51.1 and 16). 16 is also about readiness so you're getting ready (as you said), maybe to find some grounding for all this movement (thunder over the earth). so, lots of movement in here or in "where you are".

Legume

as well I am in shock about the world news, the news out of america.
I watch the trial of chauvin and get shocked again.
I watch the news about voter supression in Georgia and get shocked.
I hear about the misuse of filibuster and get shocked.

I am politically interested.

So here is the shock again. And what will my enthusiams be?

 

[legume]

I am politically interested.

ah, okay, then it doesn't shock me you're stressed. though it's almost impossible to avoid politics nowadays and while i don't follow it, i completely understand how shocking it gets.

So here is the shock again. And what will my enthusiams be?

at the beginning of the pandemic i was going through a lot and then learned some technique, by which movement actually helps shifting those lower emotions, that is sometimes even just shaking your arms (almost as if electricity's running through you) might help shaking off the built up stress. later anytime i felt like crying i would stand up to do 5 push ups (that's as far as i can go) or to clean. it helped. alternatively, switching off the news and putting some music on might work (music's mentioned in 16). last but not least, as it's yang change towards yin, i'd say maybe to look for some enthusiasm within? all the best!