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Why I am so disinterested? I received 52.2.3 to 4
Maybe a small part of me keeps me from enjoying things?
I keep having this problem of just being disinterested in things, especially my work. I changed jobs and there is nothing wrong with this job at all but I find myself not being interested in it at all and trying to force myself to be.
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From this I am thinking there is a small part of me that needs to be fixed that is holding me back from enjoying things.
Hi Sunnygirl - You hit the nail on the head. But then ... there are people who just live very mentalI wonder if this means the more I master myself, the less I will feel ...
elvis, in thinking about the questions you posed I feel I am thinking more about what is and what will be but also when I think about my disinterest I think about how I used to be so interested. I think more about facts. I do feel more reactive than proactive
wow elvis. you are spot on.
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I have tried to move past it but haven't found the joy in work since then.
Hi elvis - I go along with your reading and much of what you wrote, and I don’t think we contradict each other that much. However, you lose me when you write that in such a situation one should “focus on the disinterest” (or what you have called the: “nothing”). If the disinterest (nothing) is a symptom, why not go to the core of the grief about jobs, or what sunnygirl calls: “Getting to the real reason I am feeling this way (about jobs)”?
I have similar problems of understanding, when people (whose I Ching journey brings them partly into themselves) are given the advice to go deeply into their “Selves” in order to find answers; which obviously pre-supposes knowing the self if solutions are to be found at all.
Going into “nothing” or into the mysteries of what “self” may or may not be
That is where for me the actual situation that generated the question becomes more significant as the source for a relevant and possibly more rewarding questioning approach.
Knowing the (S)self means complete (Divine, spiritual) realization. The few on this planet who have reached THAT may well be beyond the need of using I Ching.
Interesting thread.
Sunny, it's difficult for someone who flies on inspiration to be satisfied in a job that squats like a mountain.
I think your earlier disappointment has stolen your belief. Belief in "the system - mountain" and in yourself (your foundation). And without those beliefs you feel immobile, like a mountain.
So, either you have to resign to being a mountain, or take the risks of being a fool, and seeking the bliss, you once tasted, before it was was snatched away from you. Maybe you have to create your own somehow, or work with fresh and visionary people. Your joy is still there. Trusting is the hard part. But what choice do you have?
If one cannot remove the grief it can be turned into discernment, quality control used in considering future jobs etc that 'fit' the current persona.
If the original assessment of lake as being reflective (!) of the persona is valid then the path is into artistic/performing endevours, the MBTI category of XSFP. The important element here is on social interactions, on expansive BONDING, be it with people or some ideal. The situation here indicated there are issues with this bonding and specifically in job relationships.
Maybe I should be more discerning than I am but I feel I am. I am still choosing boring jobs. Bonding within a job with people other than the superficial just doesn't happen for me. People at my work think I am great and love working with me because I appear to have so much enthusiasm but it is forced and fake a lot of the time.
Where do I go from here?
I notice after I leave a job, nobody wants to keep in touch. While I am there, they act like best friends but after, they stop contact. It is so fake and I know it.
Need to awaken that spark again, and leave the gloom behind.
Hard to say. What works best for me is to let an answer sink in and then follow up with one relevant next question, based on the conclusion of the answer I recieved (if found to be valid). But mind you, sometimes I take days (or even weeks) to let the answer sink in (life). My guess is that impatience is our worst enemy; certainly in working with I Ching.Does this mean a further set of questions that may be helpful to the situation?
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