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United Kingdom
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A bit cryptic, and quite honestly, I would have to think on it for awhile. I am usually pretty quick with these interpretations, but this one is as I said cryptic. What I am getting is either V needs to dissolve himself, or you do. Not the clearest of oracles, but it seems very serious and pivotal. I would imagine it has more to do about your present state, than with you and V??? In any case, no harm in attempting to contact him, I would think...59. Dissolving
Line 3:
Dissolving oneself,
without aversion.
Forgetting about oneself to get things done, without feeling aversion to doing so.
Line 5:
Sweat dissolves.
His loud cries dissolve.
The king stays put.
Without fault.
The dissolving of a situation that has been fought to keep, is completed, and over. The one in control stays in the same position. There is no mistake.
Hexagram is changing to:
18. Corruption
Corruption.
A foundation for progress.
It is beneficial to cross the big river.
Before the date three days,
after the date three days.
There is deterioration. Remedying it will make further progress possible. It is a good idea to do take on this large undertaking. One must prepare well, and keep a keen eye on how things are going.
22. Beautifying
Line 4:
Beautiful snow-white.
A white horse with wings.
It is not enmity, but a love marriage.
A haze of beauty. One doesn't want to do anything that might break the spell.
Line 5:
Grace in an empty garden.
The roll of silk is a leftover.
A leftover is inadequate.
Eventually good fortune.
Starting with only little. Things will eventually turn out well, though.
(A roll of silk was a bridegroom's gift at a betrothal rite.)
Hexagram is changing to:
13. People Together
People together in the open country.
Progressing.
It is beneficial to cross the big river.
Benefiting the noble one's persistence.
Together with people in a neutral place (not a passionate connection with someone). There is progress. This is a good time for big undertakings. It benefits one's objectives.
THE IMAGE
The wind blows low on the mountain:
The image of DECAY.
Thus the superior man stirs up the people
And strengthens their spirit.
Well, obviously, it is not you who are stupid and worthless, but he who treated you this way. In any case, you must be feeling weak after going through such an awful experience. I know I did after mine. So go easy on yourself. It takes time to recoup.Thanks Ginnie. Just to make one bit clear - maybe I didn't explain it well enough. Order of events: V and I chatted quite a bit (all very friendly, not flirty), he suggested meeting, I said 'great', he disappeared. I was kind of disappointed because I felt quite drawn to him, but no more than that - I'd already discovered these things happen on dating sites. Then I met D and a month later, V got back in touch. I replied that I'd assumed he maybe met someone else or wasn't interested after all, but I was now in an ongoing relationship with someone else. He said 'shame - good luck and hope it works out' and that was it. There was no rancour or huge expectation on either side.
My anxiety now is more about feeling horribly under-confident. The last few months have been bad, and it's shaken me up. I've never been in such an abusive relationship in my life before, and I'm stunned that I could have fallen into it so easily. It was only when I thought D was going to hit me that I finally smelt the coffee. But I can't seem to get rid of the dregs I feel really stupid and a bit worthless.
It was only when I thought D was going to hit me that I finally smelt the coffee. But I can't seem to get rid of the dregs I feel really stupid and a bit worthless.
Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).