59.5.6.>7

[goddessliss]

Last week so many things happened that is was so overwhelming for me I nearly passed out in faint at one stage. This week I feel the dust is settling but I keep wavering between an emotion of joy and something else


What of this emotion I'm experiencing


59.5.6>7

There were many people and situations involved in the events of last week including the male I spoke of in regards to the road trip.
The Legge translation describes the qualities of the both of us Yin/Yang pretty much to a tee - except I'm the 2nd daughter and he's the oldest son.

It appears that his depressed state of mind has pushed him to withdraw back into himself and abandon the road trip and any communication I initially attempted is ignored so I stopped.
Perhaps the emotion is just my disappointment in the dispersing of the road trip which I was soooo looking forward to.

 

[Tim K]

I concur, a failed attempt to organize(7) a party (55, opposing, max) when the guests are already leaving (59, min). Folks just don't want to support the leader and participate.

Also can be an indication that you are better off alone[7]. Disband the old group [59].
You mentioned going somewhere for a job if I remember correctly.

 

[goddessliss]

Thanks ashteroid - Looking for jobs in the outback hence a road trip coming up. Waiting for the right job offer....had a few offers but nothing worthwhile taking mainly because they're in very remote areas hence my desire for him to come with me.
At first he was super keen with this idea then one day he left my place after we'd talked about how we could go about the trip, let me know he'd got home ok and haven't heard from him since. Facebook tells me he's fine but in a depressed state of mind.

But back to the emotion.....feels like a fight or flight response in my body which I guess now I'm talking about it is fear....of what I'm not sure but I guess the reading is just telling me what triggered this emotion.