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I have a friend with whom I've had a long on-and-off 'situationship' that broke up earlier this year. I've had very strong feelings for her for years before. For a period of time I was not talking to her to protect my feelings, but now we are in contact (a little bit) again, as friends. I asked Yi: "What if I told C I would like to try our romance again?"
Answer: 61- Inner Truth changing to 53- Gradual Progress.
I am trying to see this answer with clear eyes rather than seeing what I want to see. The 'inner truth' that I feel is that we both made many mistakes and that she has reasons that she would likely say no. I should be happy that we can be friends. And I am striving to accept that, in the spirit of Line 1, in that I know that though I love her dearly, she isn't the "solution" to my emotions, nobody else can give me happiness if I can't give it to myself. This feels confirmed by Line 3, which seems to say "even when you were together, sometimes you felt good, sometimes you hurt", life is both sweet and bitter, that's existence.
But Line 2 always draws me. This is what I want so much, even if I should not. It makes me feel that maybe she would "respond in harmony", that maybe we could share something together again, if I could "cross the great river". Maybe it just means we will have a companionable time drinking wine, haha
Some other things I've wondered: is Yi speaking to the results of the action? Or to my emotional state in asking this question?
To what degree is Yi wiser or clearer than my rational or irrational thought processes?
Answer: 61- Inner Truth changing to 53- Gradual Progress.
I am trying to see this answer with clear eyes rather than seeing what I want to see. The 'inner truth' that I feel is that we both made many mistakes and that she has reasons that she would likely say no. I should be happy that we can be friends. And I am striving to accept that, in the spirit of Line 1, in that I know that though I love her dearly, she isn't the "solution" to my emotions, nobody else can give me happiness if I can't give it to myself. This feels confirmed by Line 3, which seems to say "even when you were together, sometimes you felt good, sometimes you hurt", life is both sweet and bitter, that's existence.
But Line 2 always draws me. This is what I want so much, even if I should not. It makes me feel that maybe she would "respond in harmony", that maybe we could share something together again, if I could "cross the great river". Maybe it just means we will have a companionable time drinking wine, haha
Some other things I've wondered: is Yi speaking to the results of the action? Or to my emotional state in asking this question?
To what degree is Yi wiser or clearer than my rational or irrational thought processes?