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I put in my letter of resignation at work today. After waking up hungover this weekend from a rough week at work (not any drug), I knew it was time to go. My last day at my job is in a few days. I’ve been planning to leave for sometime. For a while I thought I’d just apply to another job and transition into new employment, as a means of escape from this job and city that I don’t love.
Some strange synchronicities led me to buying a camper in the last few weeks, and then I just randomly began to buy camping gear. And then I suddenly felt like I was being called to go on a pilgrimage. Quite a strange sort of sleep walking, because I hadn’t intended on buying the camper or gear for that reason. It’s like I already made the decision before I even knew I made it, because it all coalesced into what I’m about to do now. (Thinking about it, I should have known that I already made the decision since I was actively buying the things to make it a reality! Am I daft??)
Only, like any big decision as an adult, I questioned if it was the correct decision for me. I’ve been in the same industry/career for a decade and it pays well. I’ve been able to save because of this, making quitting work and going on a pilgrimage doable because I do have the funds. I’m actually quite blessed.
When asking Yi about the outlook of leaving the job only when I had a new job offer, or leaving to go on a pilgrimage, I got some interesting responses.
Outlook for leaving job for the pilgrimage: 14.1.2.5.6>31. Outlook on leaving for a new job: 35.3.4>52.
Benefit of leaving my job to go on a pilgrimage? 14.2.3>21. Benefit of leaving when I accept a new job? 63.3>3.
Outcome of leaving only when I get a new job? 48.5>46. Outcome of going on a pilgrimage? 41.5.6>60.
What became clear is that to only leave my current job if I had another job lined up meant that I was hoarding nuts like a squirrel, which would advance my career and bank account, but isn’t wrong. I’ve received 35 and 46 in relation to my career a few very standout times, including a vision I had of a school bus with the number #35 on it the day I applied for my current job. 35, 46, & 48 in relation to career and money describe that steady climb from continual investment into something you work at that allows you to advance, promote, and enjoy the gains/rewards.
What became clear about the pilgrimage, which means to just quit my job outright and go, is that it is about more than money, but about possessing something greater. We are more than what we have, and we can give that too. And I know what I have to give is more than material goods.
We can spend our lives hoarding money, never living our passion, or taking little slurps of air and life, and then we just die. I feel this way about my current job. Like I’m just passing the time until I get a day off. But somehow, I feel like Yi has been telling me that neither way is wrong. Just different. And that each would provide different opportunities, learning experiences and outcomes. So it’s more like it’s saying to me: “what do you want to experience?!”
Do you want more money, a wellspring of funds to dip into? Or do you want to experience the abundance that you truly are, even if it means making an offering and decreasing your…? I don’t think it’s just saying I will spend my money and reduce my well/funds, but it certainly will affect my savings.
I know this is an age-old tale and problem. Scrooge dealt with it too.
Just now, I asked: Anything my Higher Self wants me to know about leaving the job? 14.0, Possession in Great Measure.
The image stands out to me:
'Fire dwells above heaven: Great Possession.
A noble one ends hatred and spreads the good,
She yields to heaven and rests in her mandate.'
“She yields to heaven and rests in her mandate.“ Jonah yielded to God’s call and rested in his mandate. I know that’s a big story, but I do believe we all face these choices in life to answer the call to a life that’s bigger than the one we’ve been able to perceive is possible for ourselves. If I were to just stay, counting and hoarding my nuts, I would have a lot of nuts to spend or share or continue to hoard. But is this my mandate?
I think the mandate is the Possession in Great Measure. I believe we are the sum of our incarnations, or that we hold all the knowledge we’ve alchemized from our experiences and lessons and that we hold the frequency and reality of this in the core of our being. (Barbara Brennan called it our “core star.”) So when we come to earth, we carry within us a mandate to be all we can be. And I don’t think that always means being holed up somewhere, counting pennies, saving for a rainy day. Because we can’t take anything material with us. But we will take all the gold from our experiences with us, and that includes all the love and life we’ve lived. Even if it’s a small life. But I think the invitation is always to expand more and more into our own Possession in Great Measure. That we’re called to do so, to move beyond our self-imposed limitations.
It’s like 14 reflects the fact that we are abundance itself, because we are source itself. And there’s something unlimited about that kind of Possession in Great Measure because this aspect or energy isn’t of this world. So maybe 14 calls us to connect to this greatness of our being, our abundance, which is our divine nature. Maybe 14 is the spiritual equivalent to the more worldly aspects of 35 and 46. It speaks to our infinite nature and abundance in a finite world. So even if we go broke chasing a dream, starting a new business, following our bliss, we still have all the things that can never be lost or taken from us: the core essence of our being, of our lived lives, learned lessons, and catalytic experiences.
Lastly, our next step is also our Possession in Great Measure. It’s sometimes a very small step. But small steps can change the course of human history. So, I think that’s what Yi is saying with 14 UC. Something like, “You have your next step. You have your mandate. Yield into your expansive nature (same as Heaven). Have faith in what you possess, in who you are, in what you’ve been tasked with, because you have enough/are enough.” And so, “go spread the good.” Be “magnanimous,” not “scroogie.”
Or is it just saying, prepare to pay for it? **Yi with a hand out.**
I put in my letter of resignation at work today. After waking up hungover this weekend from a rough week at work (not any drug), I knew it was time to go. My last day at my job is in a few days. I’ve been planning to leave for sometime. For a while I thought I’d just apply to another job and transition into new employment, as a means of escape from this job and city that I don’t love.
Some strange synchronicities led me to buying a camper in the last few weeks, and then I just randomly began to buy camping gear. And then I suddenly felt like I was being called to go on a pilgrimage. Quite a strange sort of sleep walking, because I hadn’t intended on buying the camper or gear for that reason. It’s like I already made the decision before I even knew I made it, because it all coalesced into what I’m about to do now. (Thinking about it, I should have known that I already made the decision since I was actively buying the things to make it a reality! Am I daft??)
Only, like any big decision as an adult, I questioned if it was the correct decision for me. I’ve been in the same industry/career for a decade and it pays well. I’ve been able to save because of this, making quitting work and going on a pilgrimage doable because I do have the funds. I’m actually quite blessed.
When asking Yi about the outlook of leaving the job only when I had a new job offer, or leaving to go on a pilgrimage, I got some interesting responses.
Outlook for leaving job for the pilgrimage: 14.1.2.5.6>31. Outlook on leaving for a new job: 35.3.4>52.
Benefit of leaving my job to go on a pilgrimage? 14.2.3>21. Benefit of leaving when I accept a new job? 63.3>3.
Outcome of leaving only when I get a new job? 48.5>46. Outcome of going on a pilgrimage? 41.5.6>60.
What became clear is that to only leave my current job if I had another job lined up meant that I was hoarding nuts like a squirrel, which would advance my career and bank account, but isn’t wrong. I’ve received 35 and 46 in relation to my career a few very standout times, including a vision I had of a school bus with the number #35 on it the day I applied for my current job. 35, 46, & 48 in relation to career and money describe that steady climb from continual investment into something you work at that allows you to advance, promote, and enjoy the gains/rewards.
What became clear about the pilgrimage, which means to just quit my job outright and go, is that it is about more than money, but about possessing something greater. We are more than what we have, and we can give that too. And I know what I have to give is more than material goods.
We can spend our lives hoarding money, never living our passion, or taking little slurps of air and life, and then we just die. I feel this way about my current job. Like I’m just passing the time until I get a day off. But somehow, I feel like Yi has been telling me that neither way is wrong. Just different. And that each would provide different opportunities, learning experiences and outcomes. So it’s more like it’s saying to me: “what do you want to experience?!”
Do you want more money, a wellspring of funds to dip into? Or do you want to experience the abundance that you truly are, even if it means making an offering and decreasing your…? I don’t think it’s just saying I will spend my money and reduce my well/funds, but it certainly will affect my savings.
I know this is an age-old tale and problem. Scrooge dealt with it too.
Just now, I asked: Anything my Higher Self wants me to know about leaving the job? 14.0, Possession in Great Measure.
The image stands out to me:
'Fire dwells above heaven: Great Possession.
A noble one ends hatred and spreads the good,
She yields to heaven and rests in her mandate.'
“She yields to heaven and rests in her mandate.“ Jonah yielded to God’s call and rested in his mandate. I know that’s a big story, but I do believe we all face these choices in life to answer the call to a life that’s bigger than the one we’ve been able to perceive is possible for ourselves. If I were to just stay, counting and hoarding my nuts, I would have a lot of nuts to spend or share or continue to hoard. But is this my mandate?
I think the mandate is the Possession in Great Measure. I believe we are the sum of our incarnations, or that we hold all the knowledge we’ve alchemized from our experiences and lessons and that we hold the frequency and reality of this in the core of our being. (Barbara Brennan called it our “core star.”) So when we come to earth, we carry within us a mandate to be all we can be. And I don’t think that always means being holed up somewhere, counting pennies, saving for a rainy day. Because we can’t take anything material with us. But we will take all the gold from our experiences with us, and that includes all the love and life we’ve lived. Even if it’s a small life. But I think the invitation is always to expand more and more into our own Possession in Great Measure. That we’re called to do so, to move beyond our self-imposed limitations.
It’s like 14 reflects the fact that we are abundance itself, because we are source itself. And there’s something unlimited about that kind of Possession in Great Measure because this aspect or energy isn’t of this world. So maybe 14 calls us to connect to this greatness of our being, our abundance, which is our divine nature. Maybe 14 is the spiritual equivalent to the more worldly aspects of 35 and 46. It speaks to our infinite nature and abundance in a finite world. So even if we go broke chasing a dream, starting a new business, following our bliss, we still have all the things that can never be lost or taken from us: the core essence of our being, of our lived lives, learned lessons, and catalytic experiences.
Lastly, our next step is also our Possession in Great Measure. It’s sometimes a very small step. But small steps can change the course of human history. So, I think that’s what Yi is saying with 14 UC. Something like, “You have your next step. You have your mandate. Yield into your expansive nature (same as Heaven). Have faith in what you possess, in who you are, in what you’ve been tasked with, because you have enough/are enough.” And so, “go spread the good.” Be “magnanimous,” not “scroogie.”
Or is it just saying, prepare to pay for it? **Yi with a hand out.**
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