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Have I already met my future husband? 46.1 Pushing Upward>11 Flow.
Why am I still alone? 9.1. 6 Taming Power of Small>48 the Well[/B]
For 46.1>11, I cannot tell if this is a "yes" or not. Pushing upward and the single line are positive proclamations but maybe not "clear affirmatives". I do get that it is saying that i have to go with the flow. Fine - but I am curious if i already know who my future husband is (ie is he in my circle of friends/acquaintances). Partly bc I have cared deeply for one man, who is a colleague and long time friend, and he recently broke up with his 10-yr relationship. I have heard he's dating someone else but i dont know if it is serious and I thought, for a moment, we might have a chance. We're not in touch frequently however.
Anticipation and wishing to control the outcome through impatience and frustration can reduce or actually delay the possibility of meeting that person in often unexpected ways whereas if you are lead by our negative deires / ego we'll very likely find someone but he won't be the right one.
think these can be very subtle influences like ripples on a pond. It's not in your actions but the underlying emotional "static" and resentment of your situation. Ostensibly you may not be forcing anything but the desire for this would be creating a core emotional vortex that's quite powerful. I know it's not easy to bring that under control especially when part of us feels that we have been dealt a crappy card, but if you hang in there - I think the Yi is saying that despite the shitty time you CAN get through this provided you create the right resonance within yourself and thus the right attitude. 46 is very much linked with this process in my own experience.
9.1 is saying that you're frustrated from the past and you are pushing too hard. Despondancy and impatience is sending you around in circles and you have to disengage and trust. Let go. Sometimes destiny takes the long way round but you'll get there. 9.6 shows that you can and will "gain the harvest" if you work at it but it can be lost in an instant if you fall back on old ways of dealing with things.
Clarity,
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PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
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