Confused Still - 45.2.5 -> 40 and 22 unchanging

[ec456]

Hello -
So me and my girl are not speaking until the week before I come visit her in UK. She said she really needs space, everyone thinks I'm crazy for sticking around.. but I have been waiting 5 months to see her again, saved a lot, and really want to make this happen. However, I have been so confused about her feelings..
I asked the iching if X still loves me.. I received 45.2.5 changing to 40 .. It seems like there is hope in this reading. I also asked what I can do to attract her again after our falling out? I got 22.. Of course there is not much I can do now until she approaches me again.. But I am just trying to gauge the situation and find out if there is any hope for the connection between us. Any input is helpful, thanks!

 

[blue_angel]

I've had this reading. It didn't turn out to be what I had hoped. Two different romances over a period of time. For the one I received 45.2.5>40, we weren't even able to stay friends. Not my decision or choice, theirs. For the one I received 22, we are still friends, but it seems pretty superficial on their end for the most part. Hopefully it will be different for you.

The only thing I can tell you is what you can read for yourself. 40- is liberation or release sometimes from tension, sometimes from want or desire. At least that's how it seems to play out for me.

45- is gathering, sometimes yourself, sometimes with others. Usually more of a friendship type reading.

Line 2- calls for a small sacrifice that would be appreciated. It is noted the sacrifice in the spring is not as big as the sacrifice in the summer.

Line 5- calls for earning the confidence of
others, or could be trusting yourself, doing what you feel is right, and eventually that may earn the confidence of others. It is noted to allow yourself to be led rather than leading.

22- is adornment. I have felt it as superficial. But I think the idea is to adorn oneself in such a way that the outside reflects the inner
essence.

I really don't know what all that can mean for you. There seems to be some hope to the readings and yet they don't really seem to answer your questions directly. How can you dispel any regret, earn confidence, make your outer reflect what's inside? Especially with someone that won't speak to you? Seems like a long time to need "space". You'll have to figure out what you're willing to sacrifice and if its worth it. The reading doesn't give any guarantee that it will be fulfilling nor satisfying.

Perhaps someone else can shed more light for you. Best wishes on your journey.

 

[Trojina]

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