Geographically Hex 47.4>29

[goddessliss]

I know I've been posting a lot of threads lately - got a lot going on.

I love living with my son(except the neighbours) it gives me back that sense of our family and I know he feels the same way.
The thing is my personal belongings are in storage and have been for quite a while, it's costing me money and I miss what they bring me everyday. There is no room for them here and I hesitate to transport them here as it's costly and not permanent.
I miss having a garden too - we are in units that don't allow for that. but my son is not open to moving as he's happy with the situation. He knows I may move and he seems happy either way.
I've tried finding a place to move to where geographically I feel I would be happy, settled and attract people business wise and although I've had a couple of offers none of them have been enough to uproot myself yet again and so I stay where I am.
Mostly I'm ok but at the same time I feel a bit stuck.

Show me a geographical picture of where I will move to next

Hex 47.4>29

Hmmm 29 yes that would be the unhappy feeling I have perhaps.

Hex 47 is about a marsh without water, an enclosed tree and a feeling of being in my own garden when I enter this place. Funny it refers to a garden.

But perhaps it's not talking geographical at all and is only refering to the isolation I feel living here.

thanks for your thoughts and insights. - Liss

 

[moss elk]

Could it be speaking to what is keeping you where you are?

 

[goddessliss]

Thanks Moss Elk could you please explain what that might be because i would really love to know - I feel in a funk on all levels. thanks Liss

 

[moss elk]

Well, lets talk about it.

Oppressed in a golden carriage:
You have a position in your current homelife (mother)
The king of this castle (your son) is rigid and hard to get along with.
so, you want to get away and do something else with your time,
But his (relative) wealth is attractive, maybe the place is nice, the food is good, it's comfortable.

I think the line says you will eventually leave and find a better place for yourself.

I dunno, what do you think?

 

[goddessliss]

Yes I see what you mean here, Moss Elk, though my son and I get on great, no dramas. I can't blame him for not wanting to move, he knows I don't really like the area and his work, friends and general life revolve around here so he would be uprooting himself to live where I want to live, geographically.

Yes I definitely want to get away, to a place I love, with my own things and place that's mine.

The attraction is mainly, after all the years of kinda being estranged as a family, it's nice to be sharing part of our lives again and except for the neighbours it's not too bad a place to live.

Thanks for your interest. Makes me think clearly about what's going on. - Liss

 

[Liselle]

Am wondering if Moss Elk is thinking you're still living with your other son, the one who you really don't get along with.

If I didn't know better (and I do; I'm joking), I'd think this meant move back to the island from whence you came! You were nothing if not confined on that island, and it fits all the watery trigrams. HAHA.

Lake is associated with the west, and Water is associated with the north. Is there anything northwest of you? Or in the northwest of the city, or even the country? I have no idea where in Australia you are, nor do I know anything about Australia anyway...and for that matter I have no experience using trigrams :bag:. But for sake of argument, does "northwest" mean anything to you?

If the text is actually what's important here, I wonder if it might be along the same lines as your recent reading about buying a car - that it might work itself out in time, however slowly . Maybe you're overthinking or overplanning this? I can certainly see how it might feel like you don't have a choice, since the fact is you're not settled, and you need to be. But still, elaborate thinking/planning may not actually help.

To the extent I know your history - basically that you've moved a lot in recent years - do you think the reading might be describing all that as a long, slow, drawn-out journey, that to you feels very heavy and lumbering, not to mention like a pit you can't get out of (29)? On the other hand (confusingly), in real life you can't have been anything BUT agile and maneuverable, in order to move so often at all. If you were truly burdened, as with a bronze chariot, you couldn't possibly have relocated so often. The imagery seems at odds with reality, unless it means your perception of it (your mindset about it).

If Yi is literally describing a place to live, the only lumbering vehicle I can think of that's also a place to live is a mobile home. That is almost certainly very far-fetched, but again, for sake of argument...?

 

[goddessliss]

Hi Lisa, yes possibly Moss E. is confusing my living situations in regards to my sons. This is what happens when you have more that one child!!!!
Yes I must admit I do feel somewhat burdened by this long drawn out journey I've had and just recently I read my Chinese horoscope for this year of the Wooden Horse and it says things ain't gonna get much better.
I also know this noisey neighbour situation is really bringing me down as well and they have not been quiet for at least the last 48 hours, how they are still awake is beyond my comprehension as I'm in a constant stumbling haze getting very little done.
Yes I'm flexible and agile and can easily get up and move again - I really don't mind change but this has gone beyond the ridiculous as it's preventing so many other concrete things happening for me.

Northwest yes but not a lake a river. I do not wish to ever go back to the isolation of the island. It was right for me at the time but no never again.

thanks for helping out Lisa - Liss

 

[sooo]

Show me a geographical picture of where I will move to next

Hex 47.4>29

Water below a swamp would be found in a valley, perhaps a chasm, where a river flows. Sometimes the way to overcome adversity is to dive into it, let it carry to where it wants to go. It sure beats sitting and staring at the dried lake bed. And it's well to remember that these things last only for a time before they change. 47 to 48, the water is deep, so drink from there. And 49, on your own day you are believed, 50, your cauldron is full again. Have faith in change, as nothing remains the same.

 

[beatpoet]

Hi Liss,

Two reactions:

1) Hex 47 describes a dried up lake. Maybe a reservoir. Line 4 suggest the neighborhood that you really vibe with that can truly benefit ftom the services your business will offer, not to get overly impressed with a swanky neighborhoodor maybe move to home that you can't really afford (golden carriage concept). 29 too is typically about ravines. Is there somewhere where all these images could indicate?

2) or, 47 could represent your state of exhaustion and needing a break from this topic, having been working it over in your mind for quite some time. line 4 could then mean feeling honored to be with your son, but eventually going back to your original plan whatever that was.

Will mull it over further.

beatpoet

 

[goddessliss]

Ahuh thanks sooo - I just showed interest in a place north of here - it's north east but the house is in the west of the suburb. It's in Queensland where I would prefer to live.
So decided to ask some more questions. Sorry about all the questions my tiredness is making me limited in my capacity to do anything really productive.

How will a move back to Queensland benefit me

Hex 6.5.6>40

Oh I don't like arguments - why would I argue with someone about this?

How would moving further north of NSW benefit me (bearing in mind the NSW/QLD is about an hours drive from here - not far.

Hex 21.1.5>12

Biting through my stuckness.

Line 1 - being held back
Line 5 - finding something of value in all this held backness


Years ago a real estate and I had a major run in which may have resulted in him putting me on a govt. tenant blacklist

Please show me a picture of me being on this blacklist

Hex 60.1>29

I've never had trouble finding rentals since and have great references except this one real estate.

It's made me hesitate to use real estates as a result which then limits me in terms of finding accomodation.

This reading seems to me to stay within my limits.

- Liss

 

[beatpoet]

Liss,

It seems our messages crossed! Will read your latest post.

 

[goddessliss]

Always happy to hear what you've got to say beatpoet and I thank you :bows:

 

[anemos]

How will a move back to Queensland benefit me

Hex 6.5.6>40

Oh I don't like arguments - why would I argue with someone about this?

might be your own arguments ? 6.6 and that requires a more decisive approach since you can be/are the Gong- the mediator ? (6.5) This reading might suggest you need to confront your inner argument. You have many time said you prefer Queensland and in previous threads there was indication that that might be the place. Maybe it would be of some help to think about which is those aspects prevent you from moving there- the golden carriage you ride .

 

[goddessliss]

I'm so sorry beatpoet I didn't see your post til just now - here is a link to the place I will be looking at 3 rentals tomorrow.
http://www.ilukansw.com.au/pdf/yamba_ikuka_fish_town_guide.pdf
Does it look like the place this reading describes. Not north west but south east!!

I posted a funny thing on their online community page just for fun - thinking they may if possible delete it but instead the response was huge and positive. From it I now have 3 readings to do today close to this town and 3 rentals to look at tomorrow in the town itself. - Liss