Clarity,
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London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
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BackgroundAt the beginning of the year, I moved to a new city. I found a place to move into, living with one other man. This arrangement was just for 3 months because after this 3 months he would be leaving to go live in another country for a while.Well we got on like a house on fire. He was significantly older than me (I'm mid twenties, he early forties) but there was immediate attraction. Staying up most evenings talking, laughing, playing music. I was giddy as a school girl, excited as work finished that I would be going home to see him again, waking up every day with joy in my heart.
Being the perfect gentleman he was, he didn't make any moves towards me until the last week before he left when finally we got together and spent one beautiful week as lovers. And then he left!
Thunder, thunder, storm, shock!!! (the Yi had told me about this with hexagram 51 haha but that's another story)So a few months later I'm still thinking about him all the time. Wondering whether to let it go and live in the present or wallow in what was
.So I asked 'is there potential between me and x?Result 42 changing to 23.After the 23-related panic had passed somewhat, I came to a few ideas as to what the Yi may be telling me.1. 42 and particularly the changing lines demonstrated the relationship we had shared, one of generosity and openness without expectation of reward. Just the pleasure in giving to each other was enough. 23 reflects the fact that we are now physically separated
.2. The contrast between the hexagrams ('go somewhere/don't go anywhere') shows the fickle, changeable nature of relationships. Sometimes they are full of potential and you are on top of the world, then they break apart and you are alone, such is life.3. There is also the cheeky 'ask not' in 42.5, I.e. The Yi is saying. This is your life girl. If your heart is pure go and find out for yourself if this relationship will work for you.Anyway, any other opinions are welcome! This is such an emotional issue for me I struggle to be objective. Thanks so much x
Trojina, if somebody would like to 'use somebody' deliberately for their own pleasure-- why should he build a connection with her in an effort that took MONTHS just to have one week of sex?
she said she couldn't stop thinking of him which made me think that for some reason she couldn't get in touch with him. If he left without leaving any way of contacting him then that is pretty shitty and would be a let down (23)
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Valid point. Maybe you are right and he really doesn't want to have a serious commitment and never wanted it. But from what she told you can't assume, that "that was for sure pre-meditated on his part by the sound of it". Sometimes people do things without intending anything bad and the way you talk, it sounds that he was deliberately luring her into something shady. Let's wait for further information by MimiandtheYi.
That was for sure pre-meditated on his part by the sound of it.
Wondering whether to let it go and live in the present or wallow in what was.So I asked 'is there potential between me and x?Result 42 changing to 23.
"Wondering whether to let it go and live in the present or wallow in what was.So I asked 'is there potential between me and x?"
I might think of 23 relating as how it appears to Mimi at the moment - right now they are separated. But it's the relating hexagram, not "the answer," not what the situation actually is (I'd probably say to myself).
Um...yes it's an integral part of the answer, and I know Hilary usually says what you're really getting is both of them at once, with the relating hexagram shining through and lighting up the moving lines. But she also says the primary hexagram is what you have to work with, vs. the relating hexagram which might be the context, or how you "relate to" or feel about it. She often says these things when trying to disabuse people of thinking the relating hexagram is the future.You've said this before and it baffles me. The relating hexagram is the answer, it is an integral part of the answer, how do you mean it is not 'the answer'. If it isn't the answer what do you think it is ?
Um...yes it's an integral part of the answer, and I know Hilary usually says what you're really getting is both of them at once, with the relating hexagram shining through and lighting up the moving lines. But she also says the primary hexagram is what you have to work with, vs. the relating hexagram which might be the context, or how you "relate to" or feel about it. She often says these things when trying to disabuse people of thinking the relating hexagram is the future.
I wonder if an analogy might be something like this: a mother says to her son, "Don't go out to play; you have homework to do." The basic answer, perhaps as the boy is running for the door, is, "No! Don't go out to play!" The context or background or "what it means for the boy" is "You have homework to do."
How would you distinguish (generally) between hexagrams going X > Y vs. Y > X? Do you see it as completely fluid? I've seen fluidity there, too, but still, X > Y and Y > X aren't the same reading, right?
Weren't we thinking of having a Yi Academy thread on this subject once upon a time? So many topics, so few hours in the day
I thought we did have.
Anyway, any other opinions are welcome! This is such an emotional issue for me I struggle to be objective
Well we got on like a house on fire. He was significantly older than me (I'm mid twenties, he early forties) but there was immediate attraction. Staying up most evenings talking, laughing, playing music. I was giddy as a school girl, excited as work finished that I would be going home to see him again, waking up every day with joy in my heart.
Being the perfect gentleman he was, he didn't make any moves towards me until the last week before he left when finally we got together and spent one beautiful week as lovers
. And then he left! Thunder, thunder, storm, shock!!!
Trojina hahah wow, in hindsight I realise that it does sound kind of scandalous. But in reality, it was me who made the initial move to turn the relationship into something sexual. When I demanded to know why he hadn't made any moves towards me, he said that it was hard but, as I was a young woman, he hadn't wanted to make me uncomfortable. Can he be entered back in the perfect gentleman books now? haha.
And he has contacted me a few times whilst he has been away. Just little friendly things.
But I have recognised in my heart now that the differences between us (lifestyle, age etc) are probably too vast to make it into something serious.
So a few months later I'm still thinking about him all the time. Wondering whether to let it go and live in the present or wallow in what was.
.And I should probably just enjoy the connection we shared without all this clinging. The old heart says one thing, head says another
I have sinced asked Yi
'Is it time to fully let go of this relationship?'
And received 21.1.3.4 (Biting Through) changing to 52 (Keeping Still)
Curious. But I can definitely see the necessity of receiving 52. These here emotions definitely need to be stilled a little.
Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).