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Lodestar

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Hello. I have been suffering extreme exhaustion, I was in a very stressful job with a disproportionate workload and a health practitioner helped me make changes including putting me on adrenal supplements as I had completely burnt out - I also left the job. I've made big changes, I'm still in transition and still regaining my health, I would say I'm about 50% of the way back. I've returned to doing creative projects and I'm also doing yoga, juices, resting, short gentle walks, vitamins and tonics.. I also got my amalgam fillings replaced.

I'm feeling so fed up of how long it's taking my health to return, I've asked a few questions about it and would really appreciate other peoples thoughts ..

Will my new fillings settle down & stop being so sensitive? 44.1.3.5-38 coupling - opposing

How can I get to feel energy & vitality again? 59.6-29 dispersing - repeating chasms

Is my exhaustion related to repressed anger & past trauma? 1.2.4.5.6-36 creative force - brightness hidden

Why am I so weepy?!! 56.3.6 - 16

Many thanks
 
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The first reading, you may need to take a trip back to the dentist or give them a call. I don't know how long its been. But that's my first thought with opposing coming to meet. Perhaps its not aligned properly or there is some underlying issue. Lets try the process of elimination. Check with the dentist. You may be doing too much cleansing. Your body may be out of balance. Are you on any medication for your teeth or anything else? That can have an adverse reaction as well.


So 44.1.3.5>38 I can see a couple of ways depending on the details of your situation. 1- you dragged your feet on getting your teeth repaired or you are now dragging your feet on talking with the Dentist. 3- you are so overwhelmed by everything at once, that its hard to move in any direction. Its gotten to the point you don't know which way to go. 5- Stay away from negative people, controlling people, people that bring you down. So maybe there is inflammation due to you not seeing a dentist right away or maybe you are
experiencing extra tension from your life circumstances that is adding to your pain and sensitivity in your teeth.


Get away from whatever is harming you. Is it a family member that brings you down, is it a friend, is it your own inner voices being negative. Whatever is harming you let it go. Come out of the pit and rejoin a more positive society. 59.6>29


Is exaustion due to repressed anger and past trauma? Could be. With all those dragons literally flying up and down and battling, looks like a roller coaster that's caused you to hide your inner light in fear of being wounded and has repressed your creativity and heavenly power.


And 56 you are wandering why you are so overwhelmed or "weepy" 16. Because 3- you are on a downward spiral and 6- this is due to some of your own carelessness. You'll realize your responsibility in some of your losses.

Perhaps you need to 16- listen to some good music, find your enthusiasm for life. 56- travel out, even if its only to venture outdoors. 36- take care of your inner light. 1- empower yourself, get creative, imagine where you want to be, pray to the Creator or higher being. 29- learn these dark waters, realize its only growing pains, and when the lessons are learned you will come out of the pit. 59- scatter out, broaden your horizons. 38- work on small matters. One simple thing at a time. Don't worry about what doesn't work together. Focus on what does. And 44- meet new people. Perhaps a good romance would bring up your spirits.

50% of the way back! Great job! Perhaps don't be too hard on yourself. Focus on the blessings you do have. Everyone goes through a hard time. Everyone has a bad day. Its a bad day not a bad life.


Best wishes on your journey,

Blue_Angel
 
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Lodestar

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Thank you for your feedback Blue_Angel! Past trauma one is bang on and the others resonate too.

I guess 59.6-29 is the core of things and my guide to getting to where I want to be - with energy again!

Get away from whatever is harming you. Is it a
family member that brings you down, is it a
friend, is it your own inner voices being
negative. Whatever is harming you let it go.
Come out of the pit and rejoin a more positive
society. 59.6>29. Blue_Angel

So I asked iching 'What is harming me?' I got 43.4-5 deciding - waiting
I laughed so hard about the references to buttocks and difficulties walking.. as low backpain & sciatica have been a big part of my experience!

I think, maybe, just maybe, I'm being told to stop being so stubborn, to let the spirit and my desires & joys, and intuitions guide me.. because at heart I am a very adventurous, highly creative, free-spirit - but I keep trying to be sensible! Being sensible has never worked out for me....:weep:....my life always takes off when I do something that my family and friends advise me against..

Even writing this just makes me happy, it's reminding me of my old self.. :rolleyes:

On the forum I've read 43.4 as the need to be strong in one's convictions, to trust in what you stand for..

Also I identify it with an aspect of my personality that just pushes and pushes and I work myself to the bone, to be worthy, of use, to please my parents who could never be pleased.

I think the 'stubbornness' is my ego/fear being afraid to answer or trust in the call of my Spirit.

Does that sound plausible?

:bows:
 
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blue_angel

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I think you most likely have it right. The entire time writing the above I had this vision that you were being oppressed by family, parents ect. As if being disciplined, and held back. Giving the feeling of a child that's beat with a belt on the buttocks even though they do every possible thing they can to do "right" or
please others. That fear that builds up when it seems damned if you do and damned if you don't. That weight on your shoulders. But it seems this new reading comes with a bit of a warning not to cross everyone off your list. Someone has been trying to help you but you don't trust it. At the very least, get all your ducks in a row, be respectful while still living your own dreams, another words don't burn any bridges.
 
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Definitely be that adventurous, highly creative, free spirit that you naturally are at heart! Don't let anyone hold you back from your own true nature. Shine! Just be humble on the way out the door until you step in the field then you can run lol
 
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Thanks again Blue Angel.
I'm going to indulge myself by probing further as I feel it's taking me to some key issues.

I'm trying to think how I could need to be careful of burning bridges.. it's difficult that one - as I've often been way too tolerant and flexible in the past and I feel more like I need to start a few fires/demolish a few bridges.. rather than avoid that. I've always tried to be (and have been pressured into being) 'amenable' but that has in fact simply meant allowing bullies (my family & then everyone else) to dominate me. (Resulting in Repression of creativity and heavenly power as you so beautifully put it).

I've no idea who might be trying to help me, but yes, due to my experiences I absolutely distrust offers of help.. as it's been used in the past to control me..

So I ask - how can I heal these issues: knowing who/what to break away from, knowing who to trust?
28.1.3-58 great exceeding - opening. (need to be careful as I'm fragile?)

Where am I now, in terms of my progress in healing these deep issues for me?
30.2.4-26 clarity - great taming (that I have achieved clarity - but will need time and patience with myself
to integrate/apply this to my life?)


PS I've booked the dentist :)
 
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