Help/Life 26.2.4 30

[Dive00]

Hi guyes!

Was hoping somebody could help me with this.

Background:

For almost 2 years, my life has been considerably stagnant in terms of improvement --financially, health, psychologically, relationships, work, love, etc etc. No matter what I do, or how hard I try, things to seem to improve. Inevitably, this has had some severe problems for me mentally.

So I tossed some coins on this basis of this question:
"what is it about me (that i don't see) that needs to change in order to live a happy and productive life"

result: 26.2.4 30

However, I could be wrong about the question as I kinda forgot what I exactly stated as question.

So just to be sure, I repeated the question, and got this.

27 Unchanging, nourishment

As 27 unchanging was kinda vague for me. I asked for a translation/meaning and got.

14.6 34



On the basis of 26.2.4 30, from what I myself could understand it seems to point out towards "waiting".

.2 blocked passages
.4 holding back;

As for 27 unchanging, nourishment... i suppose this could be self nourishment? Although it doesn't seem to tell me what needs to be changed. As for the translation, "assisted by heaven". It seems to point out that I need to nourish myself. However, circumstances don't seem to let me. So this seems all a bit vague to me.

Merci

PS. Fully aware that Saturn is in Scorpio, and my Saturn is in Scorpio to. I've seen the effects.

 

[Tohpol]

Many people are going through similar trials at this time. It usually represents a re-ordering of where we find our spiritual nourishment and even what we have come to see as normal desires in everyday life.

Sometimes we have to reach a point of breakdown before we actually have the awareness that change is necessary.

"what is it about me (that i don't see) that needs to change in order to live a happy and productive life"

result: 26.2.4 >30

So the potential is clearly there. This is about controlling the momentum as your body-mind adjust to the new dispensation: the choice between going on as before or embracing the new. Right now, something is broken and you need to take time out to repair it. Perhaps you could say that without addressing this block no amount of striving and pushing for resolution "out there" is going to resolve it. Line 2 indicates a stop of some kind which will not respond to continued striving. Your mental centre is overloaded and cannot do all the work here. You must give it rest and recuperation. You have to be gentle with yourself!

Line 4 gives an insight into the process you are undergoing: this is about controlling innate creative power so that it begins to be channelled correctly rather than being forced into ways and habits that are not working for you. For any radical change you need an economy of energy and this is what is implicit in line 4. If you are to build real creative power -and thereby create the conditions for a fulfilling life - then you must control this force correctly in the initial stages. This is what your mind, body and spirit is trying to tell you. These "severe" mental issues are saying: STOP. Be still. Reorganise. And most importantly, let go of all those many desires pushing and pulling you all over the place. The background H.30 is about clarity, perspicacity and the balance of intellect and emotion which can only come about when we are properly nourished. Where do obtain our source of power? From transient phenomena or enduring principles?

It takes courage to take responsibility for your life at a deep level and starting slowly is a prerequisite as with anything of quality. But perhaps this is what you must do in order to get you life back on track.

In this way, H.27 uc and 14.6 also make sense. You need nourishment from the right sources and that means learning to see what it is in your behaviour and your self concept that keeps you locked into patterns which give you little. What are you missing? That you need to stop. Circumstances will change when you allow yourself the time to process what needs to be changed within, this will then - when the time is right - manifest externally without forcing it into being.

Finally, if you see this as a wake-up call, then 14.6 shows that you have all you need to make the changes. A very encouraging line indeed!