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Hi iching family,
Oh such dilemmas I am in with regards like everything in life. One of which is where should I be living, in X city close to my family far from many friends, or Y city where I am now.
I asked, Please advise with regards my dilemmas around X city:
37.3
37.6
3
Well people in the home, I mean that is my family so that makes sense. But I can't really interpret the lines very well. Hex 37.3 > something about being frivolous (having too much fun in the city I live in)? Not taking things seriously enough?? Or that I'm too harsh on my 'current' housemate family??
37.6 > in the end this desire/the truth underneath this desire will come forth
3 > new beginnings?
The thing is, I don't need to move now as such (unless I do have to in order to prevent sadness down the line). But my fear and my anxiety is that I will leave it all too late. I am a 35 year old woman, not a property owner, I am not in a fully committed partnership, I have very flexible work. I am scared that if I stay in Y where I am, and have good friends and networks and have lots of fun, I'll get to 40 and feel like I left it too late to move, my parents are really old, I can't have children or don't have a partner (or do have one who won't move to Y with me) or maybe 40 and I'm still in Y but with a partner and so then it's too hard to move, or I don't know. It's like there's no immediate pressure to make a decision, but my fear is that of many small decisions now culminating in a situation where I find myself on a shore in say 5 years time that is far from my family of origin who I like and miss and care about. At the same time of course I have a pretty good life in Y although I am not that happy in the house I live in, but it is affordable which is a large part of what keeps me here, that and some of the housemates and community who I like.
Please advise on committing to staying in Y city
Hex 9
9.1 - suggests returning to my own path, is this X? Or is this Y??? (First instinct was X but I don't know)
9.5 - rich in my neighbour - better community here
9.6 - allow the situation to develop??
46 - is indeed all about commitment, is this something I can commit myself too, or indeed this is the issue underlying it all
Maybe 9 is more generally saying chill, stop focusing so much on this issue, let things develop as they need to. I'm just very worried of finding myself on a shore that I don't want to be on in like 5 years and then finding it too hard to change tack. And I can feel my family of origin who have in a way been hoping I'd move back for years slowly giving up and in a way that makes me very sad so it's all terribly confusing. It's also about relationships, and what sort of romance or commitment I am prepared to have here. Don't know. Any advice great
Oh such dilemmas I am in with regards like everything in life. One of which is where should I be living, in X city close to my family far from many friends, or Y city where I am now.
I asked, Please advise with regards my dilemmas around X city:
37.3
37.6
3
Well people in the home, I mean that is my family so that makes sense. But I can't really interpret the lines very well. Hex 37.3 > something about being frivolous (having too much fun in the city I live in)? Not taking things seriously enough?? Or that I'm too harsh on my 'current' housemate family??
37.6 > in the end this desire/the truth underneath this desire will come forth
3 > new beginnings?
The thing is, I don't need to move now as such (unless I do have to in order to prevent sadness down the line). But my fear and my anxiety is that I will leave it all too late. I am a 35 year old woman, not a property owner, I am not in a fully committed partnership, I have very flexible work. I am scared that if I stay in Y where I am, and have good friends and networks and have lots of fun, I'll get to 40 and feel like I left it too late to move, my parents are really old, I can't have children or don't have a partner (or do have one who won't move to Y with me) or maybe 40 and I'm still in Y but with a partner and so then it's too hard to move, or I don't know. It's like there's no immediate pressure to make a decision, but my fear is that of many small decisions now culminating in a situation where I find myself on a shore in say 5 years time that is far from my family of origin who I like and miss and care about. At the same time of course I have a pretty good life in Y although I am not that happy in the house I live in, but it is affordable which is a large part of what keeps me here, that and some of the housemates and community who I like.
Please advise on committing to staying in Y city
Hex 9
9.1 - suggests returning to my own path, is this X? Or is this Y??? (First instinct was X but I don't know)
9.5 - rich in my neighbour - better community here
9.6 - allow the situation to develop??
46 - is indeed all about commitment, is this something I can commit myself too, or indeed this is the issue underlying it all
Maybe 9 is more generally saying chill, stop focusing so much on this issue, let things develop as they need to. I'm just very worried of finding myself on a shore that I don't want to be on in like 5 years and then finding it too hard to change tack. And I can feel my family of origin who have in a way been hoping I'd move back for years slowly giving up and in a way that makes me very sad so it's all terribly confusing. It's also about relationships, and what sort of romance or commitment I am prepared to have here. Don't know. Any advice great