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I sympathize. Overall I think this reading is advising you to take it step by step, sort of like, do the next right thing. Which is easier said than done, but in my experience it helps to remember those things as like a mantra of sorts.
12.1 is about separating positive elements from negative elements, and it gives me the sense of this situation revealing something/someone in your life that isn't serving you and separating you from that thing. Kind of like appraising, taking inventory of things. Or weeding a garden. I think the Yi is telling you to put some time and some thought into this.
12.4 is where I get the sense of taking it step by step. Betrayal is a really complicated experience, and I think we have a tendency to want to skip to the part where it doesn't hurt anymore, but (again, just my personal experience) sometimes that's not true healing, but just denial. Maybe seeking outside help, possibly therapy?
I’ve seen 12.1 to indicate a NDE, near death experience.
12.1 is a sense of everything falling out of formation, like you had all the facts lined up one way and then everything disconnected and everything you believed to be true collapsed - so in a way a sort of death,
I just say this to encourage you to be very gentle to yourself at this time and not demand all your emotions shut up and calm down! Allow things to swirl around for a bit. Listen to music. Especially jazz or eastern music where you may not discern a tune right away but just let the harmonies flow through you.
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For me the weed is old patterns etc that has to be weeded out. And it changes to 42.
I think Yi are saying that this situation.. if you can understand and weed out an old entangeled pattern you will make room for increase, it will come out as something good for you in the end.
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