Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).
Hello there - I would very much appreciate some insight into a casting I did on Aug.26th as I am now experiencing real challenges with the action I took as a consequence. I asked whether a certain self-development course would help me with my identified issues of insecurity, difficulties in commiting/trusting, and fear of standing on my own two feet. The reading seemed to be quite positive and when I asked about the outcome of doing the course (aug.25th) it gave me 32. (obviously something I have real difficulty with in following things through).
Looking at those moving lines with Blofeld 'the superior man is reverent and thereby strengthens his inner self' (line 2) and the yellow jacket in line 5 from all the threads and reading I did seemed to be auspicious. Blofeld also talked about how hexagram 2 was about making friends with out own kind - which the course would give. I felt the relating 47 was significant about how I was feeling then - stuck, blocked, not seeing the way forward. So, to cut a long strory short after all the feeling good about it and then not, etc etc the dead-line for the earlybird booking came up and I booked.
But now, I feel the worst fears and pit in my stomach and although I know I've been here before, I feel trapped, I want to get out, I will do anything to get my money back (I can't apparently) and feel sick with regret. Did I not see something in that casting - or is it just showing me my habits which will in fact be helped by this course? I can't tell you how bad I feel about it - and all I want to do is get out. I can't stop thinking about it and decided to ask you and see if there is a good case for turning this around in my head (for peace anyway) as perhaps I was right and did do the right thing by the casting. But why do I feel like this now? Can you help me here? Did I miss something in the reading? I do appreciate your insights, Hebe
Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).