How to rebuild trust with a specific person;?;

[Qiaozhi Yeats]

So my schizophrenia sometimes leads me to outbursts and behaviour that causes people to lose trust in me or cut me off.

There are several people with which this has happened but I want to focus on one of them.

I divined and received: 22, 3, 5, 6 -> 3

3 implies that too much adornment when one is already substantially adorned can be detrimental.

5 implies that I should adorn myself far away to move from humiliation to success.

And 6 implies that I should adorn myself simply to encounter no blame.

Taken together they lead to sprouting, which implies that achieving these changes will require some effort.

Thoughts?

 

[my_key]

So my schizophrenia sometimes leads me to outbursts and behaviour that causes people to lose trust in me or cut me off.

There are several people with which this has happened but I want to focus on one of them.

I divined and received: 22, 3, 5, 6 -> 3

You have to be sincere in wanting to put things right as it is not a simple or quick path to follow (3). You have to begin again 'without a face', losing the mask you currentlywear, to re-establish the trust with these people(22). Start by just being yourself, not how you think you would like to be or how you think they would like you to be (22.3). Being true, rather than being false will be the first small step to take (22.5) and although a difficult path, will lead eventually to a more authentic you being displayed and one more readily accepted by those around you who want you in their life(22.6).

I have no idea what it is like living with schitzophrenia and the outbursts and behaviours that this invokes within you, however finding ways to be true to youself in the midst of this illness may be the first step. Being honest and true to yourself first and then following through with others when you are having your calmer moments may be worth a consideration as a way for you to build your new face, so to speak.

...or maybe it's nothing like this at all.

Good Luck

 

[Lavalamp]

How (can I) rebuild trust with "X" ?
22.3.5.6 > 3
Hex 3 as context, refers to the difficulties at the beginning of a relationship. Success is implied.
It furthers you to have helpers.
22 Grace. This is shining a light on things in a way that makes them beautiful.
22.3 Be beautiful, be persistent, and act correctly.
22.5 Sometimes what you possess or can offer is obviously less than other's have. That's ok. You are sincere and that is all you have, and others will understand that and accept it.
22.6 Be your true simple self.

When my friend was disgnosed with late onset schitzophrenia she thought her life was over. She couldn't hold down a job anymore. She became delusional and hallucinatory hearing voices, I would try to feed her and she would be shaking. She had been a beautiful singer, she ended up living in her storage unit... Then after a couple psychotic breaks ending up in Bellevue, I took her to lunch and told her I have to send you home to your sister. New York city will kill you if you stay here. So I called her sister, we packed two bags of her stuff and she gave me her keys and I bought her a ticket and put her on a bus back home to the midwest.
Now she has disability and medicare and has a place she's ok, and she works in a "Clubhouse" Program - you may have heard of them.
I wish you all the best my friend. Take your medication, connect with a support group, and things will work work out if you keep at it.

- LL