Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).
Im in a marriage that I know won't last. There's no animosity, actually it's the opposite, extreme good will and unconditional love.
The problem is, it's more of a familial love then a passionate one and there's not really a strong friendship. It's like being with my brother who I love but don't really like that much. I want the best for him but I don't really enjoy his company, there's no connection.
We've been together for ten years and have a nine year old son. Last summer I had an affair(the first and only one) with a very old friend and felt such a strong connection. He felt it, too, but obviously it couldn't last. I told my husband everything and we are moving forward as best as possible. Today I asked how I was going to stay with my husband while knowing that I want to be with someone else. And I got 5, Nourished while waiting, followed by 26. I don't remember the changing lines, sorry.
So after getting 5, waiting, I asked how waiting for this particular person that I had the affair with and am still in love with, would affect my life and I got 55.2, changing to 34.
This isn't the first time i've gotten 55 when asking about him. Another common one I get with him is 8 and 53. Can you tell I've been asking alot over the last year? I don't want to hurt anybody, and my husband and I get along fine. i've been honest with him about my feelings and we're moving into more of a partnership now. I don't want anything to happen abruptly. But I feel kind of stupid holding on to this crush in my situation but at the same time it's kind of fun and exciting to think about. I'm willing to wait, I guess my question was, should i wait. is there anything there to wait for.
oh, also, i asked a few weeks ago what the nature of my relationship with -- is and got 32, enduring, making me think it's about long term waiting/commitment. What do y'all think? Thank you in advance if you've read this far
The problem is, it's more of a familial love then a passionate one and there's not really a strong friendship. It's like being with my brother who I love but don't really like that much. I want the best for him but I don't really enjoy his company, there's no connection.
Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).