Peanuts Wrapped In Caramel And Dipped In Chocolate

[jack12345]

Hi Everybody!

I wanted to know if anyone could help me with interpreting this reading.

Situation: I met X somewhere. I had a great time talking to her.
I made many more trips to the somewhere.
We seemed to get along well.

One day I asked her if she had a boyfriend after
a friend I'll call Y insisted I should.
She said she did.
Then she told me she was moving.

After a couple of months Y saw her online.
Y likes to search the web.

I was super nervous at the time because she had a
boyfriend and
I don't normally do very well with web communication
but I really wanted to talk to her again.
It took me a few months to get up the nerve to
send her a message.

Then things went really well!
She sent one back and seemed
to be happy talking to me again.
I was super thrilled.

Then I got nervous because guess what?
I kept doing I ching readings about the relationship
like I was going to die tomorrow and I had to meet a quota or the world
would explode in giant fireball of cheese.:bag:

Naturally they seemed to get steadily worse.
(when I read them now I realize that they were actually pretty positive.)

X was pretty busy at the time. I decided in my extremely
clear state of mind that she was ignoring me.
Then I sent her a message. A week later she hadn't
replied. I thought I might have said something wrong.
Anyway this cycle repeated itself for about five weeks.
I was a bigger dummy back then.

Now X being busy got irritated and things started getting
worse from there. I got upset. Then I asked my friend Y for
some help.

Y is a very direct person with a bit of temper and
can really verbally hammer someone when angry.
The ironic thing is that I didn't want to write a message to X
because well... I thought I was to mad to do so.

I even said to Y that I didn't think the message was what
I wanted to say but Y told me it had to be sent and that it would
be fine.

Did I mention I was a bigger dummy back then?

Things just went downhill from there.

I didn't talk to X for a few months and X wasn't going to be talking to me.
I also deleted my profile.

Then one day for reasons I won't mention I realized I actually missed X.
This was about 3 months later.
I didn't want to send her a message because I was pretty sure
she hated my guts.

So I made a new profile.
I also avoided mentioning anything about knowing or meeting X
and decided I would just talk to her for as long as I could and
hope she wouldn't ask a lot of questions about me.

That's about it.
I know I shouldn't pretend to not know X but I don't
really have much of a choice.

Question: What do I need to know about my relationship with x this month?
Hexagram : 11 with the first line changing and turning into 46.

I left out names and places and conversations because I couldn't bare to be any more
open.

Any help would be greatly appreciated and I'll give updates as the situation changes.

Thanks for reading this post.

 

[willowfox]

Want to send another email? What have you got to loss? Nothing.

 

[jack12345]

Thank you for the help Willowfox.:bows:
I've sent her a message and I'm just waiting for the reply.
I'll come back and tell everyone how it goes.