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howl

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Hello, I'd be very thankful if anyone could help me with this. Lately I've been having this horrible days. Nightmares, horrible feelings, goosebumps, feeling like I'm being watched even when I'm sure there is no one there kinda like, please don't think me crazy, im being under psychic attack. I'm not like this, never had this things before, don't have any kind of hallucinating mentel illness but it's been so nasty (T_T).This has been happening under the course of the last 7 months ever since I had this situation with this group. We had a fight, didnt reconcile and I was immature and didnt tell them anything but I left and I left them alone. Like that: no bad dealings just was hurt and left. Cried like a crybaby and said silly things but nothing directed to anyone and nothing serious. Over. Stupid and childish but that's it! I've been having this feeling that some ppl are not wishing me well right now either way. So I tried asking the iching:

Who are my "enemies"? (I don't know really, if it's that group or maybe just me, but i thought the iching would clarify it maybe) I got hex 31.1.3.5
What have I done to this ppl? Got 58.2.4.6 bcos whatever it seemed to be i never wanted to hurt anyone!!! >_<
What is their problem with me? hex.2.4.5
What can I do to solve or make emends to this? hex 11. 2.5.6

Whatever it is something outside or maybe just me having a very stressful moment. Maybe me being paranoid over retaliation. Right now I just feel like hiding under a rock. :bag: Any help given I am very thankful for. Best wishes, Howl
 

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Hello, there :bows:
Just a quick reply..something happened and it bothers u now. Ok, first u need to calm down, breathe, let it go. Do some breathing excercises.
Last 2 readings - to me say just that: wait, try to cool down and your cool will help situation to resolve for the better. Not very profound, but I kinda understand the need to act, to put things right when it just cannot be done like so. :hug:
 

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Who are my "enemies"? (I don't know really, if it's that group or maybe just me, but i thought the iching would clarify it maybe) I got hex 31.1.3.5

Well, in the final analysis we don't really have any enemies as such, just those that can help us to learn most effectively by offering us intense challenges. Here, the enemies might reside in yourself rather than anything external. The lines seem to show that the influences are you experiencing are due to your own assumptions and impulsive desires. That's not to say that you didn't have a rough time but there's a danger of going over the top here just because you took on too much and overeacted as a result. What you are experiencing now may just be result of that shock (51). I don't know all the details so modify the above as you wish.

What have I done to this ppl? Got 58.2.4.6 bcos whatever it seemed to be i never wanted to hurt anyone!!! >_<


You're going off on one again. Waaay too much emotion involved. My take on 58 seems to say that you need a bit of self control so that you don't place yourself in that situation again and to reign in the reactions based on needs and wants. Conflict is coming from a sense of dependancy and a desire to find answers in the next "new thing" be it people or the "pleasures" they might provide. If you can be still and cultivate some discernment as to what things you join and what things appear to be attractive for your highest self rather than an immediate gratification things may begin to change. You may not of wanted to hurt anyone but that's not the issue. The issue may be what dynamics led you here? That comes from you. You is the real you? How can you know when you have given yourself over to others' definition of who you are?

What is their problem with me? hex.2.4.5

Who cares? Don't try and judge it. Just feel all those crazy emotions and know that this is perhaps something you have to experience in order to move on. Later you'll have a more objective overview of the situation. Let go for now and don't place too much pressure on yourself to have all the answers. If you did but know it maybe something more harmonious and beautiful lies within...Step by step...

What can I do to solve or make emends to this? hex 11. 2.5.6

Moderation in everything. Try to cultivate balance. Take the birds-eye view. If we can't get a grip on the situation now, then future situations will keep manifesting. So, now is the time to let a more fulfilling vision encompass the way you live. Then there'll be no need for such defences. In that sense, a little rock hiding maybe just the ticket. ;) But for the right reasons.

Whatever it is something outside or maybe just me having a very stressful moment. Maybe me being paranoid over retaliation. Right now I just feel like hiding under a rock. :bag: Any help given I am very thankful for. Best wishes, Howl

Hope that helps a bit Howl. You can come out from under your rock now. The seeds of renewal need a little bit of light! :)

take care
 

howl

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Thanks for both your replies!

Dragona, breathing exercises seems a good idea and letting go of things too. But gosh it's hard for me, not being able to set things right and being stuck in that moment of waiting. Thanks, I will try to calm down :) :hug:

Thanks topal for your answer it helps a lot! :bows: At the end I just really need to calm down like was said before. Like 31 said i was obssessed with the notion of it and made a dependency (58) of this notions. Silly me :duh: Had so many nasty ppl in my life I almost had this nervous breakdown with this last situation, but it's all in the past now, I just really need to chill and remember it's past and most importantly modify my way of being so extreme all the time :rolleyes: don't mind me though but i will stay under my rock for just little longer :p it's rather comfy here now lol :blush: need some time to process it all

Much light to you both! :hug:
 

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