Clarity,
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London.
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United Kingdom
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So on paper it seems like this is something I should do now the opportunity has arisen again, but something doesn't feel right, I can't put my finger on what it is. So ignoring these feelings of doubt I've been having, my mind keeps telling me to stop being stupid, but something keeps telling me, no just go to India and do my own thing. I feel like I'm letting the company down if I don't do the ttc and possibly letting myself down as well, though feel a sense of relief when I think I am not going to do it...(and can actually go back to sleep if I have wokenup feeling stressed about it)
What to do...?
I asked the I Ching:
1. For doing the TTC, would it be in my best and highest interest to do it?
I got 20.6
2. I asked for the I Ching for a hexagram for not doing the teacher training, and going to India with an open plan. and got: 12.1.5
It's worth noting that I keep pushing myself to make a decision and do it, my mind says yes just do it, but my feelings say no, to the point where I wakeup early feeling stressed: is this anxiety or instinct?
I then asked there questions referring to the things that are blocking me:
1. Are these feelings just anxiety that I should ignore or instinct? Hex 50.4
2. How is money an issue in regards to doing this TTC?(as I am worried it is too expensive when I am not even sure if I want to finally be a yoga teacher and am doing it for my self-development more
Hex 46.5
3. I asked: is this the right type of teacher training for me? 5.5
4. Is it the right time to do this ttc? 62.1
5. There is someone in Goa I don't want to cross paths with, which is where the TTC, how is this blocking me? 15.6
I know this is a bit of a long winded set of questions, the training is £2000 so it's important I don't do it I suppose if it does feel right, but in a lot of ways I do really want to do it! Any advice on reading much appreciated! Thanks
Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).