Trying 21.3 > 30

[em ching]

Hi all,

Having problems with knowing my direction and abilities, and expressing myself day to day. Been doing a lot of reading and trying to brush up on my knowledge recently. Want to write my own stuff but invariably getting distracted.. I know self discipline is what's needed. As a result I do feel quite worn out. I received 60.6 in response to my asking why my head is spinning before trying to sleep etc.. I think perhaps I'm taking too much in and lacking a sense of fun or personal outlet at the mo..

I asked How can I improve my thinking?
Hex 60
Talks about the importance of not being excessive ; 'Neither reaching too high nor leaving your potential unrealised'.
So keeping things in proportion - again perhaps I'm trying to hard to 'be something' without having firstly discerned what I'm aiming for... demanding too much of my brain (which I suppose I have been feeling quite critical of recently

A while ago I asked where I should take my writing?
I received 63.1,5 > 6
I interpreted this as saying I need to decide my objectives (remove inner conflict) and check my course before proceeding. 63.5 says> 'Consider whether you could achieve a far greater result with fewer resources'
I probably just need to sit in a quiet room free of distractions and allow inspiration to find me... allow the opportunity for a flow of consciousness. Commit to the idea that there is also a voice in me... Prioritise attempting the journey.. just do it decisively free of expectation and self criticism? And perhaps with a thought of the greater good - how I could help others etc.. art must be Universal after all.. So perhaps I need to detach from myself and my conflicts first?

I also asked How do I realise my full potential (described in hex 60)?

21.3 > 30
Could this be saying I need to bite through my poisoned emotions first? Or perhaps not take in so much what others have written, or what others do, in order to find my own voice?

Any advice on these issues would be most welcomed. I know it is essentially a matter of self discipline, calming down and dedication minus distractions.. but emotionally I am not currently all that happy which also makes it hard to concentrate when I'm aware of a certain emptiness, which I know I just need to try to let go of, but it isn't that easy.. Though I am grateful for the things that are going well in one area of my life, my personal life doesn't feel quite so optimal... I guess it's always a case of what goes up in one aspect of your life, tends not to match up in another area (like a see-saw...) Nothing's ever 100% perfect and I guess it's about seeing the beauty of that - accepting and moving with the good and bad flows of life.. inevitably subject to change. Keeping calm within when there's chaos without.. although chaos within is harder to rise above it seems...

:bows:

 

[my_key]

Hi Em_Ching
Something to ponder.
What interpretation would you have given if these readings had been posted by someone else?
Mike

 

[willowfox]

I suppose that to reach your full potential, you need to firmly grasp the career idea that you wish to run with and go with it through thick and thin until you come out the other side a winner.

But first you have to make a firm decision on what you want to do, and it seems that you can't as there is some issue from your past that seems to be blocking your advance.

 

[em ching]

Thanks willowfox.
Yes that's what I thought - more decisive action...
and I think the 21.3 talks of emotional hindrances from my past that I need to bite through in order to get somewhere new..

I would say it says that I need to ignore my negative emotions (21.3) Spitting them out is the only way I can progress!

Perhaps 63.1,5>6 says,as well as needing clearer objectives, I need to resolve the conflicts within that are obscuring my view as to where I'm going. Or it could be saying that I need to stop looking back and if I keep dwelling then the conflict will stop me successfully journeying ahead...

:bows: