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Hi Becalm,Rosada - thank you!
I've got some many 'unknown' things going on and I just can't seem to make a decision. Just when I make one something will come in and ask me to rethink.
Usually I can work people out straight away but both him and the potential employers' behaviours have me somewhat baffled.
This man's track record with women doesn't sound that great so maybe you're right about is lack of social adeptness - I'm sure I've confused him as well but we do seem to really like each other.
I've had moments this week where I just think end it with him but something has stopped me.
I know I have a track record for just moving on when things are confusing or not moving fast enough but in this instance I'd like to hang in there.
The way I see this is that although your are partially "blinded" because of the all thoughts you have about this situation and this person you still see clear and are able to stick to the original feeling .Legge: The second line, dynamic, shows her blind of one eye, and yet able to see. There will be advantage in her maintaining the firm correctness of a solitary widow.
To me "the firmness of a solitary widow" means not being distracted.I've started dating a guy, no intimacy although it's clear there's an attraction
I've started dating a guy, no intimacy although it's clear there's an attraction and he wants to but I'm not ready to go there yet.
He's a busy guy and wants to ring every night but not get together all that often. That holds no interest for me. Partly due to the fact that I don't have the need to talk a lot and can find it quite exhausting and partly because I think he kinda wants to do whatever he wants to do when he wants to do it and just have someone to hang out with when it suits him . Not quite a 'booty' call but yeah!!
So I told him I'd prefer to spend time with him than have nightly phone calls. He knows I don't talk a lot. A girlfriend visited on the weekend, who was travelling through the town I live, and after about 4 hours I could feel I was straining my voice and she said that's because you're not used to talking so much.
What do I need to know about my 'relationship' with him Hex 54.2>51
Not sure about the Shock maybe he's a bit Shaken up because I know in past relationships the women have accepted the way he wants to run things.
Hexagram 54 - Is he not putting me first or does he think I'm not putting him first? hahahaha Maybe both of us!!
Line 2 - Looks like I can see what's going on but I'm preferring to do my own thing rather than come second.
'With one eye, can see.
Harvest in the constancy of shadow people.'
With one eye you can see - but not everything, or not in three dimensions. There will also be things you don't see.
Shadow people are hermits; their constancy is the kind of truth to self that doesn't care whether anyone is watching. And their divination (the other translation of zhen) is clear-sighted, unbiased. You may not be able to see everything that's going on with other people, but if you have this kind of understanding and constancy, it might not matter.
54 zhi Hexagram 51, the Marrying Maiden's Shock. Often a 'marriage' that isn't what you'd hoped for, so that you feel disappointed or abandoned. Hermit's constancy, stillness at the heart of the storm, looking to Hexagram 52. The hermit is like 51's priest with the sacred ladle - not reacting to loss (fan yao, 51.2), not reacting to not being able to fix everything.
Further thoughts..
54.2-51 Seems to emphasize you’re at a critical juncture here. 54.2 has a feeling of disappointment about it and leading to 51 that seems to say the whole thing could blow up right now but is that advice or a warning or just the IC stating a fact? The whole Art of Conversation is such a drag. You can really like someone and recognize they have a noble character, but if they aren’t good at making small talk the relationship never has a chance to get off the ground. Maybe try asking the I Ching something like “What’s good about him for me?”
What’s good about him for me? Hexagram 54.2.4>24
Hahaha that's a bit funny!! I think we've exhausted Line 2 but Line 4 could be hang in there even if it takes a while to get what I want from this or there's someone better going to come along. although it didn't really answer the set question
I sent him a text this morning saying I've been really unwell and I can't make our planned meet up tomorrow. Usually he takes ages to respond but this morning he responded straight away saying how about Sunday then!! Hahaha he's a school teacher and would be at work right now so I didn't expect him to respond until at least this afternoon.....hmmmm
Absolutely agree! I'll see what happens on Sunday. I like him but I'm not attached to him or that it has to be anything in particular.I guess regardless of what we think Yi is saying here in your shoes I'd just be watching his behaviour. If it turns out he's rarely going to be physically there with you that can't really go on. I think at our age we have outgrown that kind of elusive male.
Hey I want to tell you when I have received 54.2 the person of the query(the girl of the other post ) was hiding stuff I wouldnt know and this would shock if you really knew what it was(but I could deduct what it was and to be honest I wasnt too shocked) (and she was hiding many things but I dont want to put my personal experience on this reading, only that there is something the iching suggest this person is hiding(or whoever is asking doesnt want to see but more likely the first case)How do you do it in lockdown ? Find men to date that is ? Maybe you are out of lockdown there ? There's no chance of dating here in the UK.
Anyway a guy who just wants to talk on the phone a lot raises a red flag to me for the same reasons you mention. It's a similiarish thing to friends who only want to text but not speak. I do end up thinking 'what is the point ?'. Like you I couldn't be bothered with this. He's not offering you his full presence really is he. There's also the fact as you say it leaves him space to pick you up as and when he wants.
That's my not so humble opinion - but what about your answer
I quoted Hilary's input from wikiwing. She has written a thought for every zhi gua/relating hexagram
As we are in 54, Marrying Maiden I see the lines as about the woman, I have the idea some translations say 'widow's constancy' not 'shadow people'. Anyway to me this is a line for the woman, you. I think it's telling you that you can't see very far only your own bit of world and that is fine, it means you can be constant and go your own way. Wilhelm's translation refer to the solitary man's constancy....and then writes about the woman in his commentaries.
I think it's really clear you are better off by staying close to yourself/your own life. Look at Wilhelm's translation
'A one eyed man who is able to see.
The perseverance of a solitary man furthers.'
The perseverance of a solitary becalm furthers. Go your way, keep to your own realm.
It's true it may not mean break with him, it may mean you can relate to him in a limited way but I really can't see this as close relationship where you share your lives.
I think you know that's not on offer. I think this answer says it's not on offer but of course don't shut anything down before you really want to.
As Hilary has written i think the shock is more to do with an underlying sense of abandonment with this. Look at the fan ya of 51.2. At first maybe you thought he was offering more and so you had to adjust to mainly phone calls which is quite depressing.
It is a surprise - I a sked him what he get's up to outside of work and pretty much all the hobbies he said and the way he is creatively is the same as me, we think the same about a lot of things and we're both vegetarians who drink little alcohol. Most men I meet are drinkers.I see 54.2.4 -24 as saying the courtship phase of this relationship is slow and careful.
You have been the 54.2 - 51 solitary one-eyed traveler for so long you've learned how to survive okay on your own and this new energy comes as a surprise. But now, if you hang in there..
54.2.4 - 24 you have this opportunity to join with another, to get back on the path you always dreamed of to lead you to a real home.
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You said you wanted to see more of him and he quickly offered suggestions for getting together. The man is teachable!!! Don't give up! Indeed, YOU were the one who had to cancel. Maybe the avoiding contact is coming from your energy field! Or maybe it's just in the stars. Anyway, nice and easy does it.
Thank you I can’t remember the last time I had a sore throat and definitely nothing like this. I’m certainly not having problems speaking up re the Throat Chakra....Awww...so sorry.
Like, I realized I'd programed the Universe...
At first I was inclined to think this wasn't relevant to our situation because I knew something about him that he didn't know I knew.....but now it makes sense.Hey I want to tell you when I have received 54.2 the person of the query(the girl of the other post ) was hiding stuff I wouldnt know and this would shock if you really knew what it was(but I could deduct what it was and to be honest I wasnt too shocked) (and she was hiding many things but I dont want to put my personal experience on this reading, only that there is something the iching suggest this person is hiding(or whoever is asking doesnt want to see but more likely the first case)
If someone keeps banging on about how busy they are they are it can amount to continually relegating you to second place which is where you are in 54.Just a small update: We went on our 2nd date finally and it was really lovely but short because he's super busy. So not sure anything's relevant to the reading yet....
Oh right hahaha I guess it is a reflection of this reading, agreed! I called him on that tooIf someone keeps banging on about how busy they are they are it can amount to continually relegating you to second place which is where you are in 54.
Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).