Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).
At this point, I'm pretty certain I'll not attend this...and yet, I'll be honest and admit that's difficult to accept. Yes, I'll definitely feel guilty for not showing my support to someone I care for who's going through such difficulty. However, I also know protecting myself from further damage is vital to my own well being and probably shouldn't be risked. Perhaps even my presence would make things worse for him, which is definitely not what I desire!
If the outcome of this is bad for him, it will be painful for me to know there's nothing I can do to help the situation. ("Suffer affliction" from his situation?) The entire situation surrounding this man (personal-level)and this particular issue(nothing to do with me) is delicate and may be to the extent of being dangerous...?
I hope I don't get overtaken by guilt and go in spite of the warnings.... I'm powerfully pulled to feeling I should be there and I'm doing some deep soul searching regarding this debate in my heart/mind, but something must be off about going merely by the fact that I felt I should ask the IC about it at all!?! Normal circumstances would make this a non-issue and I'd have no doubts as to my need to attend...
Thank you both very much! I'll certainly be back to post the outcome of this.
~Namaste~
... I asked IC how he felt about my attending this sentencing (crossing my fingers that it would be good.
Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).