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Hex. 9's text is: "Dark clouds but no rain (yet) from our western environs." Speaking as an oracle, this feels positive to me: it suggests that you are on the right path, but just haven't quite gotten there yet - just as the rain hasn't yet reached the famers' fields, even though they can see clouds gathering in the distance.What should I change to heal my depression - 9.1.2>53.
I know the reasons but can't restore what I've lost, as explained in a few threads.I think both lines are encouraging to go back to the start and look at when your depression started and why.
I asked: "What should I change to heal my depression" & got 9.1.2>53.
To me this might look like ordinary everyday things drawing you back into life, back into caring, back into activity. You might see no point in going on at all but the dog needs walking and dishes need washing. These cares can save you, return you to your path despite yourself. I think this being drawn back has very much a feel of 'despite yourself'.
There's reluctance here that's why you are 'drawn back like an animal on a rope'
I'm not the dynamic, confident, content person I used to be before.
I think the keyword here is Lost.I know the reasons but can't restore what I've lost, as explained in a few threads.
It's still a loss though. What you once had. I don't want to go back to my exhusband but sometimes I can still feel down about the loss of what we once had.Becalm, in the post #6 you've suggested looking back & see why my depression started.
I never said I wished to have what I had then. Example: lost friendships. Despite my less than fulfilling social life, I don't want to resume them. Never ever.
That's true and absolutely no shame of course!! So many times I've thought ' just give me that breather'It's not always easy to find the source of depression in fact one may never find it. For some it can be a hereditary or biological thing or something with roots unknown. Meantime in severe cases antidepressants save lives and have a place. Never any cause to feel shame about using them. I don't think antidepressants only mask symptoms they can give a person a breather, a break from the pain whereas in years gone by they may have been completely crushed by it.
Ideally a person should be having counselling or therapy at the same time though.
Tu peux me dire commet?Mary you have to reconnect with your soul
I think the world has always been the same if not worse. So we shouldn't be happy ever? Does my unhappiness help? Even if it did, I wouldn't sacrifice myself for others. I have the right to be lively and powerful.how on earth can we be energetic and happy? Turning my individual unhappiness into the price I'm paying to learn how to be a better human on the collective level, this truly helps.
The point of life for me is the "juice" of everyday.
I think the world has always been the same if not worse. So we shouldn't be happy ever? Does my unhappiness help? Even if it did, I wouldn't sacrifice myself for others. I have the right to be lively and powerful.
I can totally see what you mean. There are countless 'distractions' usually. And they're not even exactly distractions, it's life. Then, a moment comes in which (for whatever reasons) we are left alone with our self. It's highly unpleasant, especially if we have unresolved issues and don't love our self enough. You crave validation from others - and top of that, you're young and your hormones are all as they should be. I stand by my original interpretation, look for a man.Before, I could find brave people, I had to go to the work every day & the mere walking, taking buses, goings, comings and being in the heart of life lifted my morals. After the isolation I felt trapped, I had no where to go, I had nothing to do.
Line 9.1 speaks of going back to your own way of doing things - so you don't need to change yourself, only to remember what you like. Line 9.2 speaks of drawing another one to you. And 53 is about a maiden's engagement.I wonder how did you read the cast this way.
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