Why Have the last 2 years been so bad?

[pembs]

Hi All

I can honestly say that the last 2 years have been the worst 2 years of my life.

Two years ago my (then) husband and I both lost our jobs within 2 months of each other. Needless to say our marriage nosedived, although there were other contributory factors. My son , who has always been a 'hand full', went off the rails and my husband (who always very good with him, despite not being his biological father) found the situation impossible to deal with. I had 2 miscarriages within a 3-month period. My mariage fell apart completely and we separated. We sold our house and ended up with a mountain of debt.

Two good things did come out of the mess which are that I relocated with my son to an area where I knew I would find a specialised job - which I did and I love doing. It also pays well so I can't complain on that score. My son has since been diagnosed with ADHD and we have an excellent support network where we now live in terms of professional assistance.

Two weeks ago I was presented with yet another bomb dropping from the sky. I was diagnosed with MS - I am still shellshocked.

I asked Yi, "Why have I lost so much in the last 2 years?" and received hex 16.1.2 to 54.

"How can I improve things?" - hex 1.2.3.4.5 to 27.

What does the rest of this year hold generally?" - hex 15 - no changing lines.

I would be very grateful for your thoughts so that I can view translations from other perspectives. I am not feeling too positive about hex 15, I may add.

Warmest Wishes
Claire

 

[willowfox]

I asked Yi, "Why have I lost so much in the last 2 years?" and received hex 16.1.2 to 54.

Line 16.1 says that you managed to alienate yourself by your behaviour in the past, you approached your problems the wrong way. Line 16.2 says that you did not respond to the changes happening in your life in time, you believed too much in what other people told you, and so you were not in a strong position to deal with the issues that confronted you, you were just not prepared enough for it all, so it just escalated out of control.

"How can I improve things?" - hex 1.2.3.4.5 to 27.

You have to now take charge of your life and the way that it is going, it is down to you to look after yourself. Line 16.2 said you should have been as solid as a rock in the storm a couple of years ago, the need is obviously still there.


What does the rest of this year hold generally?" - hex 15 - no changing lines.

If you keep your feet firmly on the ground and don't get all upset and emotional, be sensible, then things will go okay.

 

[ben_s]

Hi Claire,

Sorry to learn about your very hard time.

In this post, I'm going to talk from my own experience, not from the oracle. If that's wrong of me, the post can get pulled.

My ex, after the end of our relationship, had a tentative diagnosis of MS. Multiple brain lesions were found by MRI. Only thing that kept it from being an official diagnosis. That was the premise that the symptoms had never occurred before in her life. As soon as I heard the news, I spent days at the library and bookstore, and online, looking up MS. I wanted to find if there was something I could pass along that would help her.

I found out some things. One was not of interest to her, but the other might be useful to you. What wasn't of interest to her was that looking back, there was plenty of evidence that she had MS-like symptoms during the collapse of our relationship. As that might have threatened the only officially allowed premise, that all of the fault, pain and blame is 100% my responsibility, I was not allowed to have any trace of that opinion.

On the other hand, what I think might help you was my discovery that MS symptoms are highly variable. The good news about this is that just because one person has some symptoms, for some time, doesn't in any way doom you to the same fate. Each person responds to MS differently. In addition, MS symptoms vary through the years.

Yes, you might have some exacerbations. Yes, you might have setbacks that last from a few hours or days to several years. To be honest, however, it's important to acknowledge that you might have days to decades of good health overall, pretty much free of exacerbations. The uncertainty is hard to take, and damn hard on the downside. But on the upside, the uncertainty means that if today is good, there is no need to cry about tomorrow in advance.

I've also had a long-term family friend with MS. She successfully raised six kids, worked as a nurse, and took care of a husband with failing health. This is not to try to convince you to be superwoman. It's only to show that an MS diagnose is not necessarily a sentence to a life of total collapse.

I highly recommend that you look for MS support groups, online articles, and books. Standard medicine is discovering new research and promising new treatments, all the time. Alternative medicine researchers have found some intriguing connections between environmental toxins, nutrition deficiencies, and MS. I recommend you consider an hour a week to learn something new, or talk with other people who face similar challenges.

Louise Hay claims the metaphysical cause of MS is "mental hardness and inflexibility," cured by an open joyous heart. I'm not so sure. I find it easier to believe that a nutrition mistake weakened the immune system, which was then hit hard by an environmental toxin, which then led to an immune response that damaged blood supply to glial cells, which then were too weak to maintain myelin. If some neurons can't pass along messages, inflexible thinking could be a symptom, rather than a cause.

In any event, my prayers are with you.

 

[jesed]

Hi pembs

I dare to suggest you another aproach.

1.- Global diagnosis of my Time
2.- General diagnosis of my emotional time
3.- General diagnosis of my labour time
4.- General diagnosis of my spiritual time
5.- How can I harmonize my life from now?

This dialogue could give you a "Route Chart" to sail safe in tourbulent ocean

Best wishes

 

[pembs]

My apologies for the delay in my replying to all you lovely people but I have spent much of the day at the hospital undergoing more tests.

My God Ben - what a beautiful post. I'm very emotional at the moment and your post actually reduced me to tears - I am very touched that you took the trouble to write it - thank you so much.

I think if I look back - I too can see some signs of MS being present some time ago.

I am very fortunate that one of the biggest Therapy Centres in ENgland is literally only a few miles from me. I have already contacted the centre and I will be visiting soon.

I am a big fan of Louise Hay and I hold her beliefs in very high regard - thanks for reminding me of that.

Willowfox - your interpretation struck a chord with me (as it always does) - particularly the interpretation of hex 16. Thank you.

Jessed - Many thanks for suggesting alternative ways of questining - I am such an emotional wreck at the moment I am quite nervous of finding out information regarding my health. I did however ask a question relating to my health a couple of weeks ago (I have only asked the one questions as I'm terrified of getting answers if I'm honest) - I received hex 18 with 2 changing lines but can't remember which ones. Receiving hex 18 seemed quite relevant - "poison that has turned inward". Perhaps I can work on some of the damage done by changing my whole attitude to my life. I have been so wrapped up with consulting the oracle about my soon to be ex husband that I have become obsessional which has led to me feeling very low for many months. The MS was just the icing on the cake!

Thank you all so much, once again x

 

[ben_s]

Glad I could help, it's healing for me to be able to share my ideas and see them help someone. Good that you have some health resources available, both traditional & spiritual. In a time like yours (or mine) it's so important to not let yourself get isolated. This is a wonderfully caring community, stay connected even if you just have bad news.