Clarity,
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After the frozen-with-indecision one, I asked "when frozen with 51uc, what’s the way out?" and got 17uc.
Nice question. Interesting that the only difference between 51 and 17 is the 5th line changing line from yin to yang (51.5>17). From Hilary's book, 51.5 says:
Shock that comes on you in waves is especially disruptive; it makes it hard to gather yourself together and move forward. Yet these shocks also open up new possibilities to you, so that your heart's desire speaks more clearly than ever. The change re-energizes your intention, and also reveals that there is work to be done to realize it. You can harness the energy of the moment to get underway.
I think it's hard to think in such rational terms in the midst of a 51 "hard to gather yourself together" some kind of neuron overload experience happening. Which, imo, again highlights a transitional element while automatic and intentional responses get untangled. Afterwards, though, I like your description of grabbing at those "fleeting impulses" that can ultimately lead to the above “harness the energy of the moment to get underway again.”

I can't help but try to imagine what occurred in your day that involved your buttocks and intense unexpected feelings but I hope they were pleasurable ones. Feelings that is not buttocks.