Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).
B
becalm
Guest
For many many years I've come up against one awful situation after another. I've done my best to look at and heal myself in the hope that I can find at least some happiness and stability in some area of my life.
In terms of employment I finally decided just to become self employed and am training to be a kids yoga teacher amongst other things but completion has been delayed a few times because of injury and/or ill health but I'm really hoping I can complete the training and start working by the end of this year.
In terms of trying to find a happy and harmonious environment - it just seems to elude me which of course is unsettling and I can't succeed in other areas of my life because I'm so exhausted all the time from trying to manage and get through things.
I've tried private rentals and rentals with real estates but it always turns into awfulness somehow. For many years, I have to admit, I don't care if I'm dead or alive because life has been so awful for such a long long time. Friends often express their awe in how I've coped with so, so many difficult and awful situations and while they've offered their support they're at a loss at what to do to help me.
I am waiting on an inheritance so I can buy a house but that's also an unknown due to COVD19 and will be at the very least 6 months before I would be buying anything BUT that's just wishful thinking I'd say.
What can I do to find a happy and stable home for myself
Hexagram 59.6>29
Hex 29 I've been working through and trying to manage the best way I can all of these repetitive situations
Line 6 of 59 - Leave and go far away and start again - except I've done that as well over and over or is it talking about my present rental situation......
In terms of employment I finally decided just to become self employed and am training to be a kids yoga teacher amongst other things but completion has been delayed a few times because of injury and/or ill health but I'm really hoping I can complete the training and start working by the end of this year.
In terms of trying to find a happy and harmonious environment - it just seems to elude me which of course is unsettling and I can't succeed in other areas of my life because I'm so exhausted all the time from trying to manage and get through things.
I've tried private rentals and rentals with real estates but it always turns into awfulness somehow. For many years, I have to admit, I don't care if I'm dead or alive because life has been so awful for such a long long time. Friends often express their awe in how I've coped with so, so many difficult and awful situations and while they've offered their support they're at a loss at what to do to help me.
I am waiting on an inheritance so I can buy a house but that's also an unknown due to COVD19 and will be at the very least 6 months before I would be buying anything BUT that's just wishful thinking I'd say.
What can I do to find a happy and stable home for myself
Hexagram 59.6>29
Hex 29 I've been working through and trying to manage the best way I can all of these repetitive situations
Line 6 of 59 - Leave and go far away and start again - except I've done that as well over and over or is it talking about my present rental situation......