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This biting through is really well..biting through...Karl
it doesn't do any good for me to reflect or ruminate on her right now
Nine in the fifth place means:
Use no medicine in an illness
Incurred through no fault of your own.
It will pass of itself.
The affliction of disentangling.
No medicinal herbs, there is rejoicing.
As for taking meds, after not taking anything at all, I am all for them, especially mild herbal kinds I started on too late after stress took its toll.
Taking no medicine or herbs can be literal, but
Thanks friend,
I didn't have the energy to come on yesterday. I just stayed at home and drank and watch crap on TV. Weekends are really tough for me. Going to work everyday helps since there is something to do but the weekends are horrible. I have nothing to do or anywhere to go. They really scare me.
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Woke up this morning from a nightmare that was so horrible. The kind of nightmare I get aren't gory or violent. They are always about being trapped in place or situation that I don't want to be in but can't escape from because it is my reality. I guess it just like my real life just more scary in the dream.
Karl
Especially when the reading isn't really that gloomy. It says you have to get through this acute bad spell brought on by talking to your ex-wife. Implication being that the shock will fade - as intense emotions tend to do. You will grow more "detached" from it. Unfortunately, there is no way to just jump from here to there. The I Ching recognizes that this is extremely difficult for you - that's what hex 21 as the relating hexagram says.The reading here, 25.5, you haven't said anything about it, you just keep saying how bad things are and other people keep coming and trying to make you feel better.
Nine in the fifth place means:
Use no medicine in an illness
Incurred through no fault of your own.
It will pass of itself.
Imagine that button you press there will eject a cd or tape that keeps playing all these dismal messages of how terrible it all is, the one you keep playing us here. Press lightly there and imagine that stupid old script 'my life is hopeless, nothing good ever happens, no one loves me.'..blah blah blah being ejected as if it were a cd from a cd player.
I didn't have the energy to come on yesterday. I just stayed at home and drank and watch crap on TV.
Karl
The last few nights I have been watching Buddhist theory lectures on youtube in order to calm my mind and try to find some perspective. Some of it helps but a lot of it is very depressing because it tells you to let go of what you think is happiness too in order to achieve some kind of nothingness state.
Somehow I need to accept my reality and this is so hard to do as much want to because something inside of me is resisting and not allowing me let go. I know that letting go is something that can't be forced.
Clarity,
Office 17622,
PO Box 6945,
London.
W1A 6US
United Kingdom
Phone/ Voicemail:
+44 (0)20 3287 3053 (UK)
+1 (561) 459-4758 (US).