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We might be from the same countryI was actually told by a Croatian friend of mine to find an Eastern European woman. She said that they would make me much happier. LOL!
Cart-building will come with time! And yes, I know what you mean about Hexagrams 1 and 2. What helps me is to think less about their pure, abstract nature and make more use of their imagery. Absolute receptivity is like the earth - and I spend time in my garden with my hands in the soil, so I see how it supports germination. And the oracle also mentions the mare, so you can think of the responsiveness of a sensitive horse, picking up on the smallest cues.
It doesn't matter if you don't know what to 'do' with such imagery all at once - you can explore it with your imagination and let it sink in.
To be honest what is hurting you most is all these I Ching readings that leave your head spinning, fearing the worst. Put it away for a while.
I recently read somewhere that depression (I know your question isn't about depression but I thought I'd mention it) is where a person realises what they thought supported them supports them no longer. Depression occurs when they do not want to acknowledge this. Who wants to acknowledge their happy marriage is over and so on. It is part of the human condition that those we love dearly and spend all our time with one year may not be with us 5 years later.
Did you think about taking a break, for instance walking the Camino Santiago. The autumn is a good time for it.
I've heard it and read it hundreds of times: when someone says, out of the blue, that they want time out to 'find themselves', they mean they've found someone else. The reason this happens is that some people cannot love, and do not form relationships out of love.
Those of us who can love, cannot grasp this, and realise we've been had only after getting severely hurt.
58 means transaction, exchange, bartering.
58 is double lake, and lake/Tui also means weapons, metal.
My guess is she wants more of your financial assets I'm afraid.
About 17.1, has any related divorce law recently changed, where you live?
Meanwhile I asked the I Ching what I should say to you and I got 39. Limping Onward. I read it and it sounds like advice for how one can go forward alone. It specifically encourages NOT struggling on alone but advises joining with friends. So I hope you'll keep us posted here as to how you're doing.
I would check out again on this thread post no. 39 by Hillary on May 19th.
Your task is to save your soul out of which the seed of the new life is contained. But to try and turn back and clutch the physical ruins of the wrecked life is not the message of 23.6.
She's playing you for a fool. I don't believe for a moment the accident story, or if it's true it's something really minor. Be careful. Be very careful. She sounds dangerous.
Oh dear, that's sadistic covert manipulation. She wants to keep playing on your heart-strings. It's as if she baseball-bats you on the head, and then puts the responsibility on you (!) to allow her to help you feel better.and she needs my help to make it easier for me?
Read again what you just wrote. You need to go no-contact, otherwise you don't have a chance. As long as you allow her anywhere near you, she'll keep torturing you. After a clear cut, you need time to educate yourself on her 'species'.the emotional reaction when I hear her voice. If you could tell me how to turn that off I would
Contact from her causes me physical pain. I would love to know how to stop that
I said no.
I found that she did not take a bunch of the cards I had given her over the year, but she did take all the titles and deeds of property from the firesafe and then put everything back on top of it, hiding the fact that she took those documents. This means she was planning a divorce and never intended to use the separation to try to save our marriage.
Thanks although can we really be sure she never wanted to save the marriage. I mean she may have just been covering herself
All of us face cruelty, frustration, etc during the life. It doesn't look like the dreams of a 18-year-old. For no one. No one.I can’t go back to the person I was before with the simple life and dreams and contentment. Not after what I have seen, real or not.
Because all I see is darkness, emptiness, and the wreckage of a relationship built on lies. Self harm is where my mind goes when there is nothing.
A few years ago, I went through a big breakup with a woman (who was also on the spectrum, a neuro-atypical) and it was very painful, even though I initiated it.
Clarity,
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London.
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